26

I get up and head out the door, my body was in agony, I missed drake with every pore in my body, I was tired and ready for some Sleep but I knew I wouldn’t get any, too worried about him, what they were doing to him and if I’d ever see him alive again.

Every step I took towards the packhouse made me feel sick, every look from a warrior made my stomach roll and every whisper from a pack member made my heart clench.

I was numb, heartbroken and ready to give up and die. People said it hurt to lose a mate but I never expected it to hurt this much. Not in a million years did I ever think of it being this bad, it’s a feeling I never want to deal with again. One I won’t ever deal with again.

layla felt like a zombie in my head, our emotions were merged yet slightly different, but one thing we had in common was just how difficult it was to even breathe without him by our side.

As I reach the house I just stand in the kitchen unsure of what I had to do,