I didn’t want to give him a chance to explain himself. He’d already had the chance to explain himself every day for the past few months. And now I felt completely betrayed by this secret that he’d kept. That they all had kept. “You should go find out what the scout found if anything,” I glared at Dmitri. I’d gotten over the fact that he’d been with other women before me, but this was a level of betrayal I couldn’t see past. “Nathan, you’re with me,” turned around and started to storm out of the little corridor, the air getting to thick in the small space to breathe. “And where are you going?” he followed us out into the main hall, anger, hurt and fear flooding our bond. “Anywhere you aren’t,” I glared up at him, pinching off the flow of emotions between us so I wouldn’t have to feel guilty about his feelings right now. I felt justified in my anger and I wanted to let it burn a while longer. I gave Nathan a meaningful look, “You will no
I went straight to our suite and made a beeline to the closet. Looking around at all the fancy clothes that Sophia helped me curate for the life I thought I was going to have, sent another ripple of rage through me. I’d kept my end of the deal, I chose him, stayed here, became Alpha and learned to walk in heels. But he couldn’t find five minutes to tell me the truth about their twisted little revenge plot? Unable to stand the thought of his hands touching me, I threw some of my clothes into a bag and headed for one of the few guest suites in the house. Would I leave him over this? I might if I didn’t put some space between us until I had a chance to cool down. Sophie tried to convince me to stay with her, but even being on the same floor with the three of them made me queasy. The next few days were unusually tense throughout the pack. We never received word that my uncle had returned home. If I was still speaking to him, Dmitri would never agree to let
In my effort to avoid people, I’d been having my meals either in the kitchen or out in the greenhouse. But I promised Blake that I would talk to Sophie before the day was over to cease his nagging. I felt like the kitchen was my sanctuary away from everyone, so I had a dinner for two brought out to the greenhouse. “Um, Alpha…” Sophie’s timid voice drew my gaze from the view on the other side of the wall of glass to her. “You asked to see me?” she looked unsure but there was a tinge of hope in her voice. “I hope you don’t mind joining me for dinner tonight,” I gestured towards the other place setting, “I know how hard you work to make the community meals a regular thing, but I thought it would be best if we had a more private setting. So we could talk.” Guilt started to eat at me when I saw how eagerly she took up the other seat at the little table. “I was starting to think that you wouldn’t ever speak to me again, and I’ve been waiting
‘You’ve looked more and more troubled these past few visits,’ the black she-wolf that had met me the first time I found myself in the Aether greeted me with a look of concern. “Lover’s quarrel,” I shrugged, “virgins really should only lose their virginity to other virgins so they don’t have to compare themselves to past lovers.” She chuckled, curling up beside me as I sat on the inky black surface beneath me. ‘Old lovers are ghosts that haunt both parties for only as long as they let them,’ her silver eyes looked like they held all the knowledge of the world as she looked up at me. ‘But I don’t think that is why you called for me today.’ I shook my head, “I want to know more about the process of a potential patron calling for a wolf spirit.” ‘You think you’ve found someone worthy of a wolf that hasn’t been able to call for one themselves?’ “My Beta,” I nodded, “Sophie is the daughter of an Alpha, so sh
She moved away from me as if I’d burned her, and I felt my despair claw at me, ripping me to ribbons once more. I’d give her anything or anyone if she’d just look at me without that burning rage making her eyes glow at me. To just let me hold her in my arms long enough to sooth the aching emptiness I felt. I couldn’t even stand to be in our suite anymore, with her fading scent in every corner reminding me that she’d abandoned those rooms. ‘How many times do you think you can fuck things up with her before she finally washes her hands of us?’ ‘I’m not in the mood for your lectures today Arkadi, at least she agreed to be in your presence. She won’t even talk to me and she flinches at my touch!’ I didn’t care about anything else, I just wanted to know how to fix this and my own wolf had turned against me instead of trying to help me. ‘You did this to us, not me,’ he growled, stalking away to the darkest corner of my mind.
She sat in my mind, quietly observing while Blake continued to teach me a new combination of moves to use when I found the right opening in a fight. We stopped for a water break when she spoke up again, ‘Can I give it a go?’ ‘I don’t know how to share control; usually the goddess just grabs it and shoves me out of the way.’ ‘You just relax and don’t fight it when I move your body.’ I gave her a mental shrug, ‘I guess it couldn’t hurt to try, be my guest.’ I tried to relax and let my body go limp, almost falling to the floor before she surged forward and held me upright. It was harder than I thought it would be to not fight against her as she moved my body around. “Selene, are you alright,” Blake’s face twisted with concern, “we can stop for the day if we’re overdoing it.” “I’m okay, can we go again?” it was strange hearing my own voice without thinking the words out beforehand.
I cracked my eyes open only to squeeze them shut against the blinding pain that radiated through my skull. Even the night I’d drank too much alcohol hadn’t left a hangover this bad. I groaned as I realized that the sun was already bright and shining in the sky, just how late had I slept in? I tried to open my eyes again and immediately shut them. I tried to open a link to Sophie and was met with the same piercing pain that the light caused. I couldn’t just lay in bed all day. Why hadn’t anyone woke me up before now? Keeping my eyes shut, I pushed myself up into a sitting position. I was still wearing the dress I’d put on the day before, but my shoes and jewelry had been removed. I barely remembered Blake helping me into bed last night. Pushing the blanked aside, I swung my legs over the side of the bed and slowly slid off the mattress until my feet landed on the floor. It took a lot of effort to push myself up into a standing position, but I managed. I
Sophie’s face contorted into a pained expression as the color drained from her face. “We need to get back to the pack house and meet Dimi and Nate in the main office, now,” her eyes were wide as she grabbed my hand and started pulling me down the corridor. “I already said all I have to say to him,” I huffed trying to pull my arm free. She stopped dragging me and took several deep breaths as she composed herself. “I get that, I really do. But you’re going to have to put on a nice big domestic bliss smile and act cozy with him, we have a guest.” I felt the color drain from my own face. I’d already been worried that my uncle had dropped Candice back into my life like a bomb. Was he here to see how much damage he’d caused? I clenched my teeth, “What do you mean we have a guest? Who’s here?” She swallowed hard. “Alpha Caleb has arrived with some news he felt compelled to personally deliver because of our packs’ alliance. Di