Silly >A smile tugs at corner of my lips as I hurry out of the dorm building. Girls left early while I was too busy booking spa appointments for us. Now that I can afford I want to groom and pamper myself.I am excited to spend the night with Mikolaj. Honestly, I want to leave everything and jump on his bones. Too bad. I cannot ignore my studies only because I am having a fling. So after the classes, I will get the fuck out of here before girls catch me. Maybe it wouldn’t hurt to buy a new pair of lingerie. With a smile, I browse the options on my phone while walking through the empty parking lot. At a quick glance, I see a white land cruiser parked in the middle. As I pass the car, a thought flashes across my head and I glance back.Did I see the same cruiser yesterday? A chill passes my spine and I walk faster. But there must be hundreds of white cruisers in city. If it was the same cruiser, the security team would have noticed it. Probably that incident still has
Cuffed>His grip is tight on my legs as he ushers me to rub harder on his crotch. The chair groans under our weight. “Should we take it somewhere else?” I ask as he squeezes my thighs. My toes curl and I grind harder in his lap. “Should I fuxk you against the glass wall?”The question feels is a splash of cold water. It sobers me up and I pull away from him. I like privacy. Currently, a solid wall is obscuring us. That cursed safe is right behind us. I knew Mikolaj upgraded the security in his office. “Does his room have cameras?” I ask in horror, looking around. The thought of someone watching or recording makes me feel sick. My face stiffens as I get down from his lap. “There aren’t.” Mikolaj grabs my wrist and gets up. “What happened?” he asks as he cups my cheeks.My heart beats faster as I try to calm myself down. Sometimes when I try too hard to stop. I end up crying. I don’t want that right now. It’s hard to hide sometimes. Maybe that’s the reason I say, “Ju
67. Tied.>“Play with me.” Jessica tugs at my arm, her eyes wide with innocence. I give her a pointed look and shake my head. She is in her hitting phase and God damn. Where do kids get so much strength? “I will not play a hitting game with you.”Within 0.1 milliseconds, her eyes well up. If that was even possible. She holds her breath as her face turns red. Oh. Oh. A tantrum is on its way.“PLAY WITH ME!!!” she screams, her voice piercing the air, and I wince hard.Fucking Great. I lean to her eye level, my patience wearing thin. “We can play, but only if you promise to not hit me. You hit too hard, and I get hurt.” “Play.” She whines again and I raise a brow at her. She pouts for a moment before burying her head in my thighs. Despite my annoyance, my heart melts.Aww. Fuck it. She is too young to understand it anyway. “Fine. I give up. Let’s play!” I tell her. I am too tired to argue with her.She lets out a happy giggle, rubbing her face in my lap. I laugh with her
68. Share > I’m sitting cross-legged in bed with a laptop perched on my lap. The soft glow from the screen illuminates the dim room. Riley takes a turn moving a little closer to me. I shake my head, looking at the wide space across her. Why do women occupy so much bed space? I should have hauled her out of my room when I had the choice. Guest room would have worked fine. I am letting her in too much, and it’s not right. I don’t have enough resolve to stop myself. Why? My screen pings again and I let out a sigh. The unplanned meeting with Callum and Garrett today left me with a lot of work. Most disputes among us have been settled. Callum tried to raise Jessie’s custody issue. I told him it’s none of his fuckin business. Raylan took over figuring out what to do with my ex-traitor-secretary, while Patterson gave me a brief about Rose giving threats to go public about our past lifestyle. He warned me she could make up a false story. Or use her old photographs to sprea
A/N: I made some changes to the last two chapters. Please skim it if you would like. Especially the ending of the last one.69. Conflict>I step into the greenhouse, savoring the cool night air against my skin. It’s dark out here and that’s what I need at this moment. A moment of peace and quiet. To decipher what I am feeling right now. I lay down on the chaise lounge in the corner and light a cigarette. What the fuck does she know what’s good or bad for Jessie? Of course, in her perfect world, everything is fine. Her world isn’t perfect. I remind myself. But that doesn’t matter. I can be a jerk when I am agitated. I take a drag and watch smoke curl into the night. A striking contrast to the glimmering stars above me. I have kept my walls high when it comes to Jessie and Rose. No one dares to ask me questions about them. Perhaps that is the reason I am feeling this rage. One side of me is telling me Riley is naive and doesn’t know any better. But the evil part in me
70. Condoms>I hurry inside as a rush of cold air sends goosebumps across my naked skin. I am not wearing anything. He removed my clothes, teased the hell out of me, then ordered me to bring him a condom. So that’s what I am doing right now.The house is dark and silent. But I cannot stop grinning at the obscenity I am getting comfortable with. I enter his room, covering my breast. No one apart from us and Jessie is here. She is fast asleep. Still, I am a little conscious. I hurry towards the nightstand to open the drawer. Anticipation tightens my chest as my fingers fumble with the child lock. As I slide it open, instead of condoms, I see a freaking handgun inside.“What the fuck?” My breath catches in my throat as I gingerly pick up the firearm, confused. Why the hell would this thing be in a bedside drawer? It takes me a second to realize there is no magazine in it. Raylan has taught me that much. I tilt my head to see what else is here and yes, the ammunition is sto
71. Sweetwaters > As I stroll through corridors of my college, the scent of coffee from campus café makes my stomach growl. I was so embarrassed this morning I rushed out of Miko’s place without eating anything. My head is hung up on the fact that Patterson saw me. And the way he said he wasn’t surprised. I am so bothered. Does it mean he knew I would sleep with Miko? I didn’t want to face Philip either, so I took a cab. Although he knows exactly what’s happening between me and Miko. Ugh... Why do I feel ashamed about this? Highlight of the sunrise was when Jessie burst into our room. While taking my bath, I couldn’t help but wonder how we would make a cute little family. It was a stupid thought. But I liked it way too much. The morning was pleasant, but I dislike the increasing number of people who know about our fling. It is supposed to be a secret. Not public information! ……. “Hey you two! What did I miss?” I inquire, sinking into the seat beside girls as hum of
72. Upgrade>The professor’s voice drags on as I pretend to take notes. I cannot focus with all this simmering anxiety and the lecture is barely registering in my mind. Mikolaj hasn’t responded to any of my messages. Nor did he pick my calls. I could send him a message explaining everything. But I think I need to talk to him in person. I’m dying for college to be over, so I can meet him and share my side. I hope he will listen to me.My fingers hover over the keypad to send one more pleading text. But Ira pulls the cell away from me.“Don’t. It looks desperate.”I bite my lips and nod, barely holding tears in my eyes. “I wish I had listened to you. He was so disappointed.”“He will get over it. Don’t worry,” she whispers back to me. She puts my phone on the desk and holds my hand during the rest of the lecture. It’s the small comfort that keeps me grounded.….We are back to our room and I am meticulously arranging items in my handbag. Thankfully, I haven’t been sent an