Fifty: Having tea

Tatiana.

It was a massacre. The way my father dealt with Roy’s family... I relived everything that he went through. The constant torture, the pain, and helplessness. I can't believe a strong man like him felt incapable because he couldn't protect his family.

To think the man I grew up believing was my hero was Roy's worst nightmare makes me feel like a sinner. I shouldn't have idolised such a sick man when he was the cause of other people's sleepless nights.

When I came to, Roy was staring at me with so much worry flitting in his eyes. I reassured him that I was ok but he made Lillith check me over.

After experiencing what he went through, I think I finally understand why he wanted revenge and why he would go to any lengths to achieve it.

No one can recover from seeing their mother being gang raped repeatedly while they watch helplessly. To make matters worse, my father took the lead in violating his mother.

I can’t even imagine how Roy must have felt to have feelings for h