Starlight stared out the front window. She saw him sitting in his truck, looking at the house. Beyond the steady stream of headlights and the happy sparkle of her Christmas lights, Elijah was there. Waiting… She was testing him and she knew it. She’d sent him away and he was listening to her. Even if she hadn’t really wanted to stay away, not really. What the hell was she doing? Starlight crept closer to the window, watching him run a hand over his face, shake his head, and back the truck out of the driveway. He headed down the road, his brake lights glowing red before he turned right.“Fine… Go!” she gasped. “See if I care… Time to bake anyway.” She changed into some thermal leggings and a large sweatshirt, the feel of her own fingertips on her skin making her pause and sigh. Her fingers felt soft, not rough like Elijah’s. His fingers… His lips…“Stop it, Starlight!” she scolded herself. Irritated, Starlig
“You’re taking all of this?” Meghan asked, eyeing the double-stacked cake plate and Tupperware container full of her sugarplum cookies.“Too much temptation sitting around,” Starlight said smiling. “Tonight’s the whole reason I made them.”“EJ let you out of bed long enough to cook? A huge sacrifice…” Meghan teased. Starlight laughed.“We’re not that bad...” Which wasn’t true. Every time Elijah was in the same room, she wanted to touch him, kiss him... to have him.“Whatever,” Meghan said and snorted. “Are you two really trying to keep this thing a secret?” Starlight glanced at her friend.“‘This thing’?”“Starlight, there’s obviously something going on between you two.”“It’s called sex,” Starlight argued. “Nothing else.” She had to keep reminding herself of that. Waking up to him, his tongue stroking between her legs and his fingers sliding deep, had been the perfect way to start the day. Before he left for work, the hot coffee and kiss had be
“Girls, this is Starlight,” Meghan said, making the introductions.“Oh, I’ve heard so much about you,” Harper said, hugging her. Anna exchanged a quick smile with Harper, her large eyes sweeping Starlight from head to foot.“It’s so nice to meet you.” She nudged Jeremy. His hug was awkward and brief.“Welcome back, Starlight.”“Thank you, Jeremy.”“Hey, Starlight,” Edward said, hugging her. “Glad you’re home.”“It’s nice to be back,” Starlight said. “Congratulations to both of you… Well, all of you...” Starlight ignored the hollow ache in her stomach at the clear adoration both Edward and Jeremy had for their women.
Elijah yawned, beyond tired as he steered his truck down the dark streets toward home. Nothing like working forty-eight hours straight… A long forty-eight hours shift… Between Bobby Sutton’s disappearance and a pop-up meth lab tip, he’d driven over most of the county and turned up nothing but an abandoned barn and cold trails. He’d busted two teens selling pot at a corner store but lost another in the park. At least he hadn’t spent much time at his desk. Nothing like sitting underneath humming fluorescent lights to make a man doze. Being up, out, and adrenaline pumping kept him sharp and focused. He hadn’t been slated for the shift, but when his coworker’s wife had gone into early labor, he’d volunteered to cover the man’s shift. Unlike the vast majority of the Smithville force, he was… single. Had Starlight noticed he was gone? Missed him at all? Elijah blew out a deep breath. Dammit, he’d thought about her a hell
Meghan shook her head emphatically.“Girl, stop it! Hearing this about your brother might make you wanna puke, but to me and all the other women in Smithville, they are gorgeous,” Summer argued.“I can’t marry one of them…” Starlight replied to Summer reaching for the next dress on the rack, “I grew up with them. They were the closest thing to a brother to me. Gary used to put worms in my pudding. And James was always trying to look under my skirt or down my shirt. But he did punch a guy for me once,” she added laughing.“I remember…” Meghan said, grabbing Starlight’s hand. “We were… What? Twelve?” Starlight nodded.“Twelve was such an awkward time. I got my braces and my boobs. There was this boy in my class, and he was teasing me…”“And James
Elijah shifted the large Crock-Pot he’d picked up for the happy couple and opened the door of ‘Tucker House’.“You look wiped, dude,” Edward said, giving him a one-armed hug.“Skeleton crew means extra hours,” he said, hugging Harper. “You look pretty, sweetie.” Harper smiled at him and patted his shoulder.“Thank you, EJ. So kind of you to say it.”“Where’s the happy couple?” Elijah asked, assessing the crowd. Chances were he could put in an appearance and sneak out. He needed sleep. Like an entire century of sleep… He’d been called in to work and left Starlight sleeping, warm and soft in his bed. Leaving the woma
Starlight smiled at the bartender as he filled her glass.“Thank you very much.” She sat at the bar, scanning the empty dining room. Right now it was the perfect room to find herself in. Everyone was in the library, celebrating the future newlyweds, so, the quiet was a nice change.“Not a fan of crowds, are you?” Starlight heard Elijah’s voice and smiled into her glass. She’d known he’d follow her. Wasn’t that why she’d let him know she was leaving?“It was getting a little too stuffy for me in there.” She glanced at him, sitting on the bar stool next to her.“Hi! I’m Elijah Thomas.” He held his
Elijah held her against him. He’d scarred her. Left her broken… ‘damaged’ her, as she was saying…“I’m sorry, Star. I’m so damn sorry.” Starlight stared up at him but said nothing.“I did what I thought I had to do,” Elijah said. This time, she frowned then confusion appeared in her green eyes.“What… What are you talking about?”“I should’ve said this to you a long time ago… I should’ve looked for you and let you know why I did what I did… to you…”“Elijah… I don’t understand… You’re not making sense…” Starlight told him slowly.“Star, I… I hurt you when I should have fought for you,”