CHAPTER 45

AVA:

Ever since I returned from the trial place where I had experienced Damien killing those people, I have been feeling very sad and down.

That type of sadness you're feeling, not for yourself but for someone else.

I have been unable to eat since I came back.

I can remember asking Leonard if those people's families would feel consoled after those losses and he told me, they would forget with time.

But hurt, pain, all the sad moments, can they ever be forgotten?...

I felt for those families. I was sharing in their pain, and I was regretting it over and over again but I could do absolutely nothing about it.

I was going to try everything possible to be focused on my revenge scheme, but then, I was going to make sure that I minimized the losses. I wasn't going to let anyone die, ever again.

I sniffled in and wiped my tears.

A knock interrupted my train of thoughts and I was forced to pull my sight to the door.

"Come in," I said in a cracked voice and Diana walked in with a tray of food.