Chapter 116

JOHNNY

I couldn't believe the fact that she found out everything so soon and it was killing me because I knew that she was eventually going to find out but I never thought that it would be so soon and just by looking at the expression on her face I could tell that she was very hurt by what I had done even I couldn't feel more guilty than I already am. I thought that before she found out that we were going to make a lot of memories .

I was feeling guilty and I knew that I was actually the one at fault but then again I couldn't help myself. I was stuck in some kind of trans and there was no way I could get out even if I wanted to try and that just made me hate myself. She was hurting right now and it was all because of me.

I just wanted to tell her that everything would be alright and that we can make it work but that just sounded pathetic. I was a big liar and a cheat, there's nothing I can do that will be able to convince her that I didn't mean to do it. I never wanted to hurt but I w