Internal struggle

*JOANNA'S POV;

Another dream once again. A dream I badly wished I hadn't dreamt about. How could I have fantasies about three different men in which only one among them is my mate; the same man I ran away from; the same man who tortured me. At this point, I was starting to have the belief that I was really insane. What had I done wrong that caused these dreams in a row.

Though, the dark side of mine wished this would all happen and as much as I didn't want to admit it, the dark side of me seemed to want all three of them at the same time. Was I too crazy? These thoughts were becoming more absurd than I knew and at this point, I didn't think I would be able to control whatever was going on in my head nor my body.

With shaky feet, I helped myself from the bed. Taking a shower for the second time in a row when it was just morning was a slap on my face. At this point I was starting to question the series of food I ate last night. At that moment, the memories of the night before and the m