36 Taste of success

"Hello Mrs Wellington", said my doctor. She is an African American woman.

"Hello doctor", I greeted her back nicely.

"So how may I help you?", she asked me.

"I want to get on contraception", I said nervously.

"Ok. So there are many methods of contraception I would suggest oral or Copper IUD. Both are very popular and extremely safe. So which one do you prefer?", she asked me point blank no nonsense.

I don't feel comfortable with a thing inside me. That is why I don't use tampons. I can take tablets.

"Tablet is fine", I said.

"OK. I would write you some. Don't worry it is absolutely safe", she ensured me with a wide smile.

"Thanks", I said.

"But the thing with medicine is that you have to take it on time. If you don't then you will get pregnant", she warned me.

I don't want to get pregnant. Pregnancy itself means I have to leave Dane. He said I could continue to be his wife even after the baby. But I don't want to be somewhere I'm not wanted. I won't be in his life just for the sake