53 Humiliation

I opened my eyes to the morning light. Was I late? Damn it. I thought I would wake up early today. On the other hand I have woken up really really late. I scrambled from the bed. I looked up to the clock and saw that it was almost eight. I brushed my teeth and decided to forgo my shower because there is no time. I put on my work clothes and tried to tame my hair. I bit my lips when it was unsuccessful. I should get a hair cut. Then it would be easy for me to manage it.

I don't know how would I look without my long hair? I can ask Charlie. She was pretty busy now. She had joined a restaurant as a waitress. I think she was affected by her mother's death too. She would hardly share it with me. That would explain her inability to hold on to a job. My own mother passed away when she was really young. Something will leave a scar on you. Time won't heal you. You can get help though. I should ask Charlie to see a therapist it may also help her to solidify her relationship with Janine.

Fathi