Aiyla PoV
Cafe de-mandu...cool as its name has been our regular spot to meet now.....I have been spending my most of the time with Pawana, her boyfriend Rishi and the creepy guy Neil....yup! the same guy who made my skin crawl in the first meeting but I found out he is a nice guy to hang out with...
Since I started hanging out there I have been starting to get close to Neil....he has now become my new male best friend...
Since Ronin he is the second guy I have been getting closed to.....even when I'm not meeting with Pawana and Rishi, I'm meeting with him.
Not a single day have I missed going to the cafe.....love hanging around there meeting new people and socialising has become my favourite time to pass.
Neve
Aiyla PoVFinally....Neil confessed after giving him so much pressure he said....Aiyla I fell in love with you the moment I saw you....Wow! my jaw dropped....heart beating so fast like I ran a 1000 km marathon...Shocked, amused.... tranced words could not describe what was going through my mind.....chill ran through all over my body....Neil was speaking saying things but I was so so lost.....not being in the state of understanding anything....His words ringing in my ears....I fell in love with you the moment I saw you.....That was the only thing I heard....turning deaf ear to his words I ran....ran as fast as I can.....ran from the cafe.
Let everythinghappen Naturally.NeverForce it.¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶Been 3 months since Neil proposed to me but I have been ignoring him....He keeps on asking for my answer....had been telling everyone that I'm his girlfriend and when I tried to reprimand it....No one believes me!Have been going less to the cafe since that proposal thing.Seeing my behaviour.... Anna suspected something must have happened between me and Neil....She and Rishi kept on bothering me....asking twisted questions it wa
¶Aiyla PoV¶¶She was powerful,not because she wasn't scaredbut because she went on strongly,despite the fear.¶- Atticus××××××××׶After 3yrs¶No! No! Please don't make me have sex with you, I begged and yelled at him, hoping to give myself some time and see if I could save myself.Could we please discuss this, Neil? What's the point of this? We were getting along swimmingly, and you agreed to wait until I was ready to have sex.Then why? Why do you want to have sex with me right now? What has changed? What made you change your mind now? I assumed you were aware of my emotions.I've never committed to sharing a resort room or coming to a resort with you? I wouldn't have come out with you today if I had known your plans. I had never clue you were capable of being that nasty, ruthless, and terrible. How could you stoop so low to bind me to you for the rest of my life? You're going to force yourself on me. I tried to persuade him, but he merely tightened his grip on me and gave me a
¶Aiyla PoV¶¶But One Of The Big Lessons I haveLearned From My Journey Is YouCan't Please Everyone, So Don't Try¶- CHRIs COLfER🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️Sometimes in life painful things can teach us lessons that we didn't think we needed to know...same thing happened to me, the painful things, the trauma and abuses I went throughout my life made me strong..made me a fighter and survivor too!It made me realise the harsh reality of life!Life is not filled with beautiful flowers...it is also filled with thorns and it is upon us how we walk through that thorny path."Either you give up...which is too cowardice"..."Or you could stand up and fight for what's right for you".After all you get only one life to live and why waste it by being a
¶Feelings that come backAre the feelings thatNever went away¶🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️¶Aiyla PoV¶He..Ronin came back!To say I was shocked and happy at the same, I was in dilemma...did not know how to react.Should I be happy that he is back in my life?Or should I be sad that he came back at the wrong time?I was in a confused state, my mind was all over the place. So many thoughts were creating havoc inside me.How should I face him?How should I talk to him?After what I went through within these eight years was unrelatable and unacceptable to anyone.Few days ago I got a cal
¶Feelings that come backare the feelings thatnever went away¶×××××××××××××××××××××Ronin PoVEven after the separation from my sweet sweet love Aiyla, I never forgot her. She was always in my heart like a spring blooming cherry blossom flower.It has been eight years since I left her without a word, I don't know what she must have thought about me and what she has been going through or how her life is.I know I have broken my promise to her...a promise I said "I would never leave you alone in life and break your heart and trust"but I did I broke that promise and left her wi
¶ Ronin PoV¶ Finally after 24 hours long flight journey, my flight landed at Santa Blanc airport. This was the most long awaited journey of my life compared to living alone a doomed life in London without my love. Every hour sitting on that plane was torturous for me. All night I did not even blink my eyes because sleep was nowhere near me. So many thoughts were running in my mind, thinking how my Aiyla would react seeing me, hearing my voice. Would she forgive me for what I have done to her, for how I left her without saying a word. Would she come back into my life and give me a second chance to love her, protect her, care for her and let me reprimand for my mistake for which I did not have answer to it.
¶Ronin PoV¶ "I fell in love with herWhen we were together,then fell deeper in loveWith her in the Years ApArT" *************** After last night call with Aiyla I could not sleep, I wanted to talk to her and tell her I'm here for her now and I wanted to meet her and know everything about her life after I left her. Whole night I was tussling and turning waiting sun to rise. I knew her schedule through Debbie, she had told me Aiyla has morning classes so she will be awake early to go to college. Hours went by and finally the sun rose, it was the beginning of the new day for me. At 5:30 Am I called Aiyla and after few rings she picked up her call, sh