Call It What You Want - Taylor Swift (my fav song)
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If in the past, the thing I hated the most was is wait.
Now replaced the thing I hate the most is: when my husband sulks.
Because Gerald sulked at something, and more unlucky, sulking is his new hobby now.
I was overwhelmed, had to do what I persuaded him to do. There's been a lot of ways I've persuaded him, but it's not effect to him. From nasty to ordinary things are not works. It looks like he's sulking at the summit. He's sulking from yesterday until now. I should've let him go, and he sulked until he was out of breath. And die quickly! Sometimes when I get too upset, I pray that he dies quickly. I think I deserve to be called an ungodly wife. But Gerald's too much. He shouldn't be jealous of blindness like that. Who wants to be with a woman like me? I'm just a spoiled woman who can only trouble who wants to? With that in virgin status, something of
Dancing With Ours Hand Tied - Taylor Swift🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯Again my heart was broken by the owner. And Gerald wasn't trying to explain, and he deliberately left this wound gaping until it finally rotted. Let me take away this heart, which is dead.My heart is again, shapeless. I was so ruined! Don't know how to explain now. It's always been like this, and stupidly I've still been crushed. Why do I have to act like a sensible woman all the time, which makes him even more arbitrary? What makes me hate Gerald, no matter what happens, he doesn't try to explain it to me. Leaving me with my assumptions, he ends up blaming me, because I'm overthinking. But, whose fault would it be if he left me with my beliefs? Gerald... Gerald. I don't understand the way he's thinking. The thing is, I've already died in love with him. It's one of my biggest regrets.And I ended up at my mom. There's no more destination for me to live in. I have no acqua
Stuck With You - Ariana Grande & Justin Bieber🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯My world is completely collapsing. It's just a man, which I have pledged to devote my entire life with him. In the dream palace until the hair is whitened. And now before my bleached hair. My hair that is still healthy, fragrant and soft has just been dumped. I'm still wallowing in grief.Yes, I've been dumped by the man of my dreams. A man I love. He has found the mooring of his heart. I'm just filling in the blanks.And I should have realized that I'm not his type at all. Let's say he's rich, young, handsome, perfect. I? I'm the opposite of that. And I'm older, and I should have realized, too, that he'd be looking for a younger or the beautiful one. But why am I so stupid? All his ruses also lulled me.I should have recorded the words he put out. That he just wanted my body, and he did it. And indeed, in time, I was dumped. Sometimes Gerald doesn't say it in perso
Anyone - Justin Bieber (Hooked with this song)🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯Panic!I immediately jumped through two stairs at once. I almost slipped. But, I don't care about myself now. My body is shaking. Again, I was careless. Trembling and scared, I approached Gerald. Afraid that he might die, I'm not ready to be a widow right now. I turned around, and he was still breathing. Thankfully! The violin Physco sobbed."We have to go to the hospital." My whole body was trembling, even I almost fell, because my legs were shaking, making me unbalanced."Gerald heard Rara, right?" Gerald just grimaced. I see, there is a wound in the corner of his temple. Maybe the blood came from there. Or another part of his body, which was injured."You can walk, right?""Yes." Gerald replied softly. He still grinned, I don't know what hurt."Can you help me?" I asked the violin physco who just cried. This bitch mu
Drag Me Down - One DirectionFun fact : I wrote this with 5 watt eyes. Enjoy 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🤩🤩🥳🥳🥳🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯"Awh ...." I heard Gerald scream in pain. I still ignore it."Awh ..." Gerald groaned in pain. Feeling guilty and heartless, I turned around. However, I was the one who caused him such pain. I can't be selfish. Gerald held his hand. Taking a deep breath, I was forced to serve this."Just one step, you walk, you will be a wife of lawlessness," Gerald warned. What? Seriously? Is he talking about disobedience? Is he insane? Of course, he is."Oh, disobedience. What you mean is seeing a husband making out with another girl. That's what that means, right?!"Gerald gritted his teeth. "I'm so sick with all of your drama. Fuck you and your stupid assumption!" shouted Gerald. If I don't remember, he's disabled now, and I want to grab his hair."Because you made me like that yourself! You kn
Last Friday Night - Katty Perry🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯I took a small look, and when I realized I was already in the room. Yes, I was in Gerald's room. It's no longer our room, and I think soon I'll be a widow in a month of my marriage.My head still hurts; it feels cumbersome. I'm not aware of anything, I remember, at a glance, they mention blood. BUT don't know what blood it is. My head too, throbbed violently. I held my head and lay back down. I was tired, so tired of endless drama. I turned around and found Gerald, who was asleep. Gerald is also lying beside me, and it looks like he is one with all this.Yes, I am physically and emotionally tired. But, the mind is stronger to attack.I corrected his messy hair. My love is getting bigger day by day. I stroked the bandage at the corner of his temple. I love this man very much. I kissed his cheek. This time it was very long, and with feeling, the feeling of his cheeks was warm. Does he
Say You're Just Friend - Austin Mahone🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯Whether to blame who, everything fell apart, the people who should love me and protect me ended up getting angry with me.Gerald is mad at me. Because I screamed. And I'm really sick. I was lying weak and pale and had a lot of fluid loss. I drop again. I guess it's because I'm stressed lately. The stress continues and never ends. Is it because it's all made up? Am I overacting? But, I'm sick of this all.Even though Gerald was angry, he still took care of me. And why should it hurt? I have to be healthy and strong for this. I have to be strong, mentally, and physically. And I'm physically helpless right now. I want to fight this helplessness, and I don't want to look weak. I have power. I can get through this. Get well soon. I want this drama to end soon. I still feel my head throbbing.This too much headache makes my eyes hurt too. All illnesses come to me. Why don't you
Bad Blood - Taylor Swift🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯"Doctors don't make it up. How can my daughter not be pregnant? She is pregnant." Asked my mother in disbelief. Maybe, my mother thought this doctor was a trick. Even though I have deceived everyone. I'm sorry about this."Sorry, ma'am. I don't see any sign of a pregnant patient. Fine, ma'am, I'll excuse me." The doctor came out, along with the ladies. I should be working with the doctor. With that said, I'm pregnant. Why didn't I think that far? So stupid! I've locked all my senses and cried. What else is this? This lie brought disaster in my life. When will my life normally run like the others? I'm ready to be crossed off the Family Card, ready not to be considered a child. I'm ready if the mother slaps me now. I closed my eyes, getting ready to hear the plaque on my cheek, but it didn't happen."Rara, what does this mean?" Asked my mother in shock. This time. I acknowledge and end-all of
End Game - Taylor SwiftExclusive scene. Read at your own risk. Vulgar and adult scenes are very detailed. I've warned you!🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯If there is an absurd partner, then here we are. We were desperate to end and part, but it ended again together. Laughing together as if nothing had happened. My Mother will definitely be dizzy with me, who is increasingly unstable. I really can't be assertive when dealing with this handsome man who I love so much. Fuckin Gerald, who pissed off squared, stupidly, I can't let go. My body has improved. I feel no more dizziness. But in this way, our problems are not resolved. In fact, more and more problems are arriving.With a situation like this, I don't think the problem is too heavy when faced together. Like we used to do. Indeed, what did we do together in the past? Except for fights all the time. Ah, my husband, who is still this young. I really love it. I really love him. I've never felt this de