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Without Gerald
Stuck With U - Ariana Grande & Justin Bieber
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Welcome to the new Rara.
I've been trying to organize my life, the result? I'll look fine in front of everyone. As if I was the happiest human being.
The bottom of my heart? My heart is roaring. I'm not okay. But I suppress everything. I pretend to be happy. Pretending to be happy is not fun, friends. My mouth may laugh. In my heart, it feels dry—Arider, than the barren land in the desert. My face may be bright, and my heart is wrinkled. For the sake of holding back, argh ... holding back like this is very tiring. It is more tiring than physical activity.
My heart is so tired from all this drama. Live drama, which will not find an ending, let alone a happy ending. Even though everything is sad to end, I want it to end now. Holding back the mind is more tiring than any activity.
I pretended to be refined and happy to live without Gerald. If I were alone, I would
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