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How many times does he have to reject me until I finally learn to move on? Like REALLY move on, not just half-heartedly doing it and have hope each time something happens. Something like the hot make-out session in the limo.

I thought my heart has mastered the art of being broken to pieces by how many times it has endured it in just two years of knowing Luca, which I'm super mad at myself now because it's the same man over and over as if there's nothing new there, why can't you still get it in your head and heart that we are not meant to be together?

Even when he rejected me bluntly in the limo earlier, there's this small part of me that keeps convincing me he will definitely change his mind once the baby is out. He will want to create a complete family for our daughter that he will suggest for us to try again, for the sake of her.

We go around the ballroom to chat with a few known faces before we are being called to the dining table. To be honest, I do