I couldn't sleep last night. I haven't been sleeping much these days anyway so last night was expected. The difference of why I felt last night was worse compared to the others is because it wasn't caused by the uncomfortable sleep positions due to the width increment of my middle part, nor the frequent heart burn, or her active period at odd hours, instead it's due to the absence of the man that has been missing for five nights now. After I left his penthouse yesterday morning, I immediately got dressed and went out. At that moment, all I wanted was to get fresh air, thinking that's what I needed to improve my mood and heal my broken heart. I ate a lot, I walked a lot, I spent the day all by myself feeling much better that I finally had the courage to go home, only to break down right in front of my apartment thinking he won't be there and that he still very much hates me. Spending the night crying, wondering what is going on in my life that everything seems to be out of order,
I had the best sleep in months last night, and to wake up without an alarm on a Monday feels like privilege- I texted my boss yesterday about not feeling well which then I applied a leave for today. Waking up at eleven in the morning, I check my phone after calling for room service. The last meal I had was the early dinner before I went to bed, and now I'm famished! As expected, there is a million missed calls and a few unread text messages from my roommate. I purposely put my phone on silent because he'd gone mad if I block him, at least he can vent out if I let the calls and texts pass through. [ You are in so much trouble, Sophie. ] That was the last one he sent last night, and today there are only missed calls that judging from the timing, it seems like he didn't sleep at all. Just in time, my phone blinks signalling an incoming call from the man himself. I notice from the call log his last attempt was an hour ago, perhaps he's just finished with a meeting or something that h
"I'm going to give you one week medical leave for you to induce yourself before I give you the real one next week so," Allie was typing something with the keyboard when she suddenly stops and turns to me with a mischievous grin, wiggling her eyebrows, “You know what to do, right?" I roll my eyes as a reply, fully understanding the hidden meaning of her enquiry. "Good," she nods in satisfaction, about to dismiss the topic when Luca curiously asks, "Am I missing something here?" I silently smack my forehead, taking a depth breath to brace the impact. While on the opposite side of this mahogany table, my gynae is already laughing her ass off, "Oh my God, you are so cute."He briefly turns to me before looking at her again, still confused. "Alright,” Allie begins once she gets rid of her laughter, “Allow me to explain about this since this is your first baby.”Luca urges eagerly, “Please.”“So when I checked her cervix just now, it hasn't soften and she is not even 1cm dilated, for th
"Soph…”I was still deducing the steps on what to do once she is here in this world when I heard my name being summoned by the person lying behind me. If it isn’t for the missing of that annoyingly loud snore he always let out every time he dozes off, I would’ve thought he is somewhat talking in his sleep because one, he no longer calls me by that- it's always Sophie- and two, I thought he is deep asleep now considering he closed his eyes even before I switched off the light -and that was at least forty minutes ago- so what gives? “Are you sleeping?” His whispery voice along with that innocent question makes me smile in the dark, finding this adorable because he was such a snob an hour ago but look who comes crawling back? Huh. “Soph..?” He tries again, and I’m sure he knows I’m not sleeping yet eventhough I was halfway there before he called me the first time. "Hmmm," I hum as a response. I have been sleeping on my side nowadays especially on my right because she is being too hea
"I can help you again if you want.”My breath hitches with both eyes widening, stretching so big as my jaw drops to the floor upon hearing his nonchalant offer. It sounds so casual as if he’s asking about the weather, for the fact half an hour ago he seems reluctant to do it- though when we actually did it, he didn’t seem that unwilling, heh. After the spill, I waddled to the ensuite bathroom to get rid of the sticky fluid residing between my legs. He offered to clean me by bringing a wash cloth but I’d rather do it myself in the shower just so I can get a good night sleep without overthinking about leaving a spot. And there he is, sitting on the bed, leaning on the headboard, watching me with his entire upper body bare for me to salivate over, I’m pretty sure he is naked underneath the thick duvet too. "Uhm, okay." I mean, he might be covering the bottom half but that thick rod of his is definitely not making a good job of hiding himself. Instead, he is standing proudly saying he
I had a very good sleep last night despite being thirty-nine weeks and one day pregnant. He was right about that particular theory, the one he mentioned back then about having this magical power to make me sleepy right after railing me, inducing me into a blissful deep sleep because the next day, I woke up around nine realising the kids and him already gone to school and work. The house has been empty and quiet since then, though two hours later when I was sitting on the couch, watching Netfl!x while enjoying a bag of chips, the sound of the front door being opened makes me hit the remote control to pause the show, somewhat nervous at the interruption as I anticipate who the disturber is either the chef, or the housekeeper. Afterall, it is close to lunch time so it makes sense for the chef to be here delivering my meal as he always does on the weekends. Perhaps Luca informed him of my one week medical leave, which is good for me because I’m too tired to waddle downstairs if I opt fo
I have now sexually identified myself as a microwave meal- I'm ready in two minutes and I don't look anything like the picture pasted on the label. Compared to the three pictures I used for my profile when I first registered myself at the Cupcakes website, applying for the sugar baby position, I am currently thirty pounds heavier with chubbier face and widening figure. Luca Sinclair would've never thought three years later he'd be fucking a woman who looked nothing like the profile he chose, and fourteen years older than the one he usually prefers. Well, to be fair, he also never envisioned himself having a child so that's that. But what's frustrating to me, or should I say a blessing when we're in the moment, is that I get wet even before he touches me. Watching him is basically a foreplay these days, by the time I hop on him, I'm ready to go while him on the other side, as he promised since the first day we fucked, is always in the mood for me. He has been working from home since
“Everything seems to be okay,” Allie concludes after blabbering about the scan, result of my urine test, as well as the condition of my cervix that is ready for labor, “Your due date is today but you’ve been having frequent contractions over the week, there is a chance of you going to labor on your own in a few days. So… do you want to wait till that happens or you want me to check you in for induction tomorrow?” I’ve never had this option before because during both pregnancies, I didn’t even feel the contraction up until the labor was induced. I opted for the induction because I was all alone, and was too tired of being pregnant thus wanted to get it done and over with since most of the time throughout the duration of the pregnancies, I went through them on my own due to Dean being missing for work. Unlike this one, Luca has been with me all the way, doing his best to make me feel comfortable with all those princess-y treatment. I even experience the Braxton Hicks contractions. Per