Chapter Sixty Nine

Ava

I know I look shocked and have made some kind of guttural sound, it has caused a few people to look at me. Great. Only I cannot believe what I have just read. I am struggling to digest it as my emotions range from hurt to angry then back to feeling like someone has cut my stomach with a knife. It’s raw and it’s painful.

I read Sebastian’s next message.

Say something mi carina.

What is there to say, Sebastian? It’s not like anything I say right now is going to change anything. I’m just hurt and sad. So many things all at once. What do I do, stay here? I can’t deal with this right now. I just can’t. Sorry xxx

I end the message and just place the phone in my small bag. I cannot handle anything right now and it seems like everything is stacked against me and it’s yet another perfect day that feels like it’s had the bottom sucked out of it. It’s supposed to be the happiest day of my life, well at least one of them. I’ve just signed a three book deal with my agent, I’m in New York w