Emery

Is this a good idea? I lived with Mathius and his parents but moved into his apartment a few days ago. We have been friends a few times, and they have been amazing, but I am not stupid. I know a guy like him will never fall for a girl like me. I might be a fucking genius; I was not one of the girls the guys noticed when we were in school. I had a few friends that were guys, but that was due to Sapphire. The room I have is fantastic. It is enormous, and it has an ensuite. I still have a room, just like Mathius, at his parent's house. I have been attracted to Mathius since I first saw him at dinner that night. I am unsure how Sapphire found all these drop-dead gorgeous men, but she did. I am unsure why he asked me to move in with him, but here we are. I don’t want to hear him having sex when he brings other girls home.

“Are you okay, my little flame?” Mathius asks.

“Yeah, I was just thinking of something.” I tell him.

I can’t help the blush that happens when he calls me