74. Realization

Blair's POV

I don't know what got into me but I wanted to check if there was still a part of me that feels intimate with Evgeni. I was so relieved when I discovered that I do love him but just as a family nothing more. His touch doesn't make my knees weak anymore. The way he looks at me no longer send butterflies to my stomach. It was only Jake that can do that now but the way he was acting was really pissing me off. After thinking of all the things that was happening I realized that he does have the right to get jealous. He had the right to doubt my feelings since I did intentional throw myself to Evgeni.

I've been going up and down the house to check if he came b