[Slate]
My head is aching as the sun shines into my room. I definitely had way too much to drink.
“Serves you right,” My wolf, Sage, mocks me. “You should have had more control. What kind of Alpha gets so drunk on his first night home that he takes advantage of the first pretty she-wolf he finds.” He shakes his wolfish head at me in my mind. “Did you forget how backward this town is? You probably besmirched that poor girl’s honor!”
“Damn it,” I say to myself as I sit up, as I hold my throbbing head.What a terrible way to start my first official day as Alpha.
Looking at the time, I see I’m due back at Gold River in two hours to meet my council and the rest of the pack. Rushing through my morning preparations, I shower and dress, skipping breakfast to save time. As I rush out the door I pause for a moment to look out the window, the fall colors are beautiful, like flames. I had forgotten how beautiful this city is. Our pack is about an hour north of here, deep in the foothills of gold country, where the landscape is more rugged but no less striking.
When my father died 12 years ago, I tried to forget everything about Gold River. The council said that without our parents, it wasn’t safe for us to stay in the pack. At 10 years old I wasn’t strong enough to lead, and a weak alpha leaves the entire pack vulnerable to attack. A weak alpha is a dead alpha. For the sake of everyone, my sister and I had to flee, to live far away until I became old enough to take my rightful place.
It might have been for our safety, but it didn’t lessen the sting. After watching my father die slowly, and then being sent away from home I knew, it felt like a double heartbreak.
So I threw myself into my studies as soon as we arrived overseas. My whole life was going to school and taking care of my little sister Blake. I didn’t let myself remember all the little things I loved.
It was easier that way.
I’m about to leave when as I turn away from the window, sunlight bounces off of a small object lying on the bed. Reaching over, I pick it up.
A necklace.
Smiling, I remember the beautiful girl from the night before, lying ready and waiting in my bed. I don’t know how she got there, and last night I was far too drunk to care. She smelled sweet and I let myself get carried away. Now it is my responsibility to find her and return what she has lost. It is a lovely piece, a shining star of diamonds on a simple gold chain. It looks like something precious, something she might miss. It will also give me the chance to apologize and see if there is any way I can make things right.
I place the necklace in the handkerchief pocket of my jacket, the little star hanging over the pocket edge right above my heart.
Taking a deep breath, I roll my shoulders and open the door to my room.
It's time that my pack met their new Alpha.
[2 hours later]
“Alpha,” Gamma McCoy beamed as he led me to a group of well-dressed individuals, each holding a tall flute of champagne,”Let me introduce you to the rest of your council.” He then pointed to each person, giving their name and title. “Beta Caroline Reed, she’s been here since your dad’s time and has been serving in this position as Beta for a number of years now.” He pauses long enough to give me a chance to nod in acknowledgment.“And then there is me, your Gamma Cameron McCoy, and of course our lovely Epsilon, Hannah Carson. She’s the one you need to talk to if you have any questions about pack law.”
I smile as I hold out my hand for her to shake.
Gamma McCoy continues, turning to the last man who is walking towards us. “And then I’m sure you remember Delta Henry James, I believe he was the one who gave you and Blake a ride to the airport?”
“Of course,” I reply, not wanting to be rude, although I honestly don’t remember much about that day.
“It’s so good to see you again, Alpha. You’ve grown into quite the young man. I hear you were top in your class at Oxford.”
“I enjoy learning,” I state simply.
“And no mate?” he pries.
“I haven’t found her yet,” I confirm. “But I hope I find her soon.”
“Yes, well finding your fated mate is an unforgettable experience. My first wife was my fated mate. But chosen mates can be just as good if you find the right she-wolf,” he winks. “Speaking of which, Alpha, may I introduce you to my wife and daughter, Tabitha and Ashlynd.”
He turns around to wave them over. They are both stunning, mirror images of one another, with long blonde sunkissed hair, bright blue eyes, and rosebud lips. As I extend my hand in welcome, the younger woman looks up at me with big stunned eyes.
“You’re the…the Alpha,” she stutters.
“Yes,” I confirm, giving her my warmest smile. “My name is Slate. And you are?”
She pokes her mother who looks at her strangely, and then points at my pocket. They look at one another for a moment, communicating without words, before turning to me again.“I’m Ashlynd Andrews,” she almost curtseys, her eyes still wide with shock. “Where did you find my necklace?”
“Your necklace?”
She points at my handkerchief pocket.
“I thought you said you lost it last night?” Her mother confirms.
Delta James looks from his wife to his daughter, his own eyes going wide.
Damn it! I slept with the Delta's daughter.
“What is going on here,” Delta James’ face is red as confusion slowly turns to anger. “Explain yourself, Alpha. How did you get my daughter’s necklace?”
“She left it…behind.”
“If you are saying what I think you are saying,” her mother, Tabitha, insists, glaring. “Then there is only one way you can make this right.” Although all eyes are on us, she gets down low so that nobody else can hear. “You took my daughter’s honor. You know what you should do.”
As stupid as these laws are, they are still the current laws of our pack. If I don’t make this right immediately, this poor girl could be banished, forced to live her life as a rogue, if I do not restore her honor by claiming her.
“Ashlynd Andrews,” I take a deep breath. “Will you agree to be my wife and chosen mate?”
[6 years later][Hyacinth]“I found a woman on the side of the road,” Out of breath, Drew opens the door with a slam, using his foot to kick it open, his hands too full to turn the knob properly. “Lying inside of a broken down car.”“Set her down on the table,” I instruct him. As soon as she is flat on her back, I begin to check her vitals. “Thank the goddess it wasn’t a sunny day, or she might have been a corpse instead of a patient.”I was on my way back from a nearby pack, so thankfully I have my usual medical kit with me. Carefully I examine her. She is very thin, and frail. Her dress is expensive, so I can tell she comes from a wealthy family, but for some reason, she was traveling alone. That’s when I noticed something.She’s pregnant. Her belly is just starting to show.This poor girl. Maybe she is escaping a similar shame. And she looks sick. Thankfully, I know just how to help her. As a pack less rogue, I treat wolves from everywhere, sometimes traveling far to treat the v
[Hyacinth]It feels weird, being home again. So much seems the same. The town gate, the streets, the bland color of the houses, and the rolling hills. The Temple of the Moon Goddess is still standing, glowing white and pure in the afternoon sun as devotees enter for midday prayers. My cheeks flush with remembered fear and anger as I think of that temple and how I was shamed before the pack.And yet, through the haze of my strong emotions, I can also see that a lot has changed. The pack has grown considerably. There are new buildings and more homes. The people milling around on the streets seem happier and more carefree than before, their clothing nicer, their cars newer. I start to blush when I see a young couple sitting on a park bench, in a public display of affection that should have been unseemly, even amongst mates.Things have definitely changed here. Or maybe it is just me who has changed.I was hoping to see improvement in Blake on the ride here, but my tonic alone wasn’t enou
[Hyacinth] Ash starts screaming. She is angry to see me. Not just angry, livid. She yanks my hat and sunglasses from my face, pointing and shouting. I expected her to be surprised if we were to come across one another, but our relationship had always been jovial. Before the incident, we were the best of friends. Why would she be so angry to see me?“Cindy! What are you doing here?! You need to leave, NOW!”I don’t get a chance to respond before the Alpha grabs her arm and begins to drag her out of the clinic grumbling under his breath something about “behaving like a proper Luna.”I stand there, stunned for a moment as I take a few deep breaths to even out my breathing. My hands shaking, I reach down to pick up the hat and glasses, useless now that I’ve been exposed. I expected some negativity when I was finally uncovered, but that reaction from my sister hurt me deeply. She was angry to see me, but why? What have I ever done to make her hate me?Something else is going on here. Some
[Hyacinth]“She called you a bad name,” his face is hard with anger. “She’s a bad guy. She needs to pay.”Ash continues to twitch.“We’ve talked about this,” I keep my tone steady and calm. “You need to let her go.”He takes a deep breath, gives Ash one more contemptuous gaze, and then releases her mind. Ash goes very still. A little too still.“Drew,” I try to keep my tone light, but inside I’m worried that Bash has finally taken things too far. “Can you take Bash to pick up burgers and then head home? I need to make sure she is okay.”Drew leads my son away, his face concerned as he looks back to make sure I’m okay. I’m not, but I give a little wave, reassuring him that I have the situation under control. I wish I could say that this is an unusual occurrence, that it has never happened before but I can’t. My son developed this “ability” around the time he started talking about his wolf, a wolf he is FAR too young to have. Over the last two years, Drew and I have had to learn how
[Slate] [Flashback–At the Clinic] The sound of Ashlynd’s voice when she whines sounds like nails raking across a chalkboard–scratchy and painful and slightly vomit-inducing. “Ash, I told you I’d meet you at the packhouse. Why are you here?” “Darling, you know I hate waiting,” she coos as she moves in closer, completely ignoring the fact that I was in the middle of a conversation. “How does it look to the others when you make your Luna wait an hour for you to arrive?” she huffs. I want to tell her I’m busy, but I don’t get a chance. She takes one sniff of the doctor and reaches forward to pull off her hat. “I knew it!” she shouts, pointing at the doctor and snatching off her glasses, “Cindy! What are you doing here?! You need to leave, NOW!” The doctor, Cindy, just stands there, taking the verbal abuse spewing from the mouth of my fiance. Feeling oddly protective of this woman I just met, I grab Ashlynd’s hand and growl softly, “Let’s go.” I pull Ash aside, the nurses and othe
[Hyacinth]“Yes,” I look the alpha straight in the eye as I lie. “I did hurt Ashlynd. She was saying some very unkind things in front of my son. I had a moment of weakness.”The alpha is sitting across from me at my kitchen table drinking a warm cup of instant apple cider. I wish I had something better to offer him, but Bash likes apple juice and we haven’t really gone shopping for food yet. He doesn’t seem to mind as he takes another sip from my “World’s Greatest Mom” cup. “And do you have these moments of weakness often,” he looks down at his beverage. “You don’t seem to me to be the type of person who loses her temper frequently.”“I try not to be,” I admit. Hopefully, the alpha won’t pry too much into the reason behind it all. I don’t want to draw any attention to my son. He takes another big drink of his cider, wincing as the hot fluid makes its way down his throat. “I hate to ask this, but since you are admitting to having…hurt Ashlynd in a fit of anger, I need to ask about so
[Hyacinth] When Lisa showed me to my new office, I wanted to cry. There are papers piled everywhere. Boxes and boxes of them. It looks like in addition to an absent pack doctor, they also have a shortage of support staff. Before I could even make my first rounds, I found myself spending an hour clearing off enough paperwork to reclaim my desk and then another thirty minutes disinfecting it, scraping the grime of old coffee rings and melted candy bars. Part of me is tempted to just burn it all and start over, but I know that each one of those pieces of paper represents an important moment in somebody’s life. As I sift through the paperwork, I find a file with my name on it right next to one with my mother’s name on it. Interesting. Setting them in the newly cleaned-out top drawer of my desk, I promise myself that I will read those later. I have so many questions about myself and my mother. Maybe those files will give me some answers. Around 10 o'clock, I take a break from cleani
[Hyacinth] “The Alpha," Ashlynd repeats. "I need to talk to you right now about my fiance." I take a step back, giving her more space as she crowds herself into my office. There are so many boxes of paperwork piled around there is very little room for me to maneuver as I try to avoid standing in her space. The last thing I need is for her to trip over a box and accuse me of pushing her. I'm already on notice with the Alpha. If we had another incident so soon it would look really bad. I’m too tired and too hungry to engage with her right now. She looks ready for a fight and all I can think about is finding a nice shady corner outside and eating my apple and leftover fries. But instead I'm stuck here dealing with Ash's big feelings over some perceived slight. “I don’t know what I could tell you about him that would do any good,” I sigh, just wanting to be done with this conversation. “I don’t even know your Alpha. I've only met him twice.” “That's right, you don't know him," she