What is in resemblance of peace? Where do ethics begin? Will I nurture good objectives by being selfish? If I fail, will I also be inevitable? What is the opposite of life? Death! Then how can death be for the good if life is its opposite? How can nobility shrink to be limited to a single grave? Where do I begin? Why should I end? The end of life is good. I need help understanding the concept of heaven even today. The bible didn't fail me as much as the bible was unable to stand the findings of my research.
People cover themselves with the floor. Those who have next to nothing to support themselves. They, too, must live. I must live the storm if it helps fight the end somewhere. Life is hurting me at floor level. Amy is dead. I didn't kill her. She failed me in my desire to have a company in the future. The doctor says she was under considerable stress. They dug her up. But what's this? I can still talk to her. How? Whispers in my mind speak to her. That's because I am a patient with schizophrenia. How does he know for sure? It is not normal when he trusts a book without testing and confirming the content. I would recommend greater peace to his soul.Just as I am when physically absent, Amy speaks to my soul. She is a ghost. She said I would be a ghost one day. But then she did become a ghost. I am still alive. Wait, let me confirm. Yes, my blood pressure is a bit lower than usual, 90/65. This ensures I am still living, not dead at all. I failed to see Amy's blood pressure readings because I was the first one to confirm her death. Absolute death followed her for various days. She was not eating well. Not having enough rest, did she attempt partial suicide under stress?By now, every child knows how to kill itself. I am hurt deeply. I could have saved her if I had a will. Where there is a will, there should be a way. Anyway, this means there is a way for me to learn enough to find a cure for death. Wow! Radiowaves. The spirits of humans are made up of some wavelength of radiowaves or electromagnetic waves. I will work on this today. Hey! I see Amy nodding her head to prove me right on my expedition.Rehearsing in the pain of time. I neglect myself. I need to remember to eat and be well. I am more conversant with death than life. My search is going to continue for a while. I am beginning on the origin of life to understand the propagation of life after death. What's this? I saw another ghost. Other than my Amy. Is it me dead? No. But I have developed the skill to talk, see and find ghosts anywhere in the world. That experiment of mine failed in its results but switched to these ways. I don't know, but today, I am in the world of ghosts, of whom many support my research. I don't believe in the permanence of adversity. I also don't think that if you try, you still fail. How was life created in the first place? This God doesn't even know whether he was born so or made.I am created by peace. There is a cure for every unrest. Within me lies peace. There is nothing as unique as me when I am with myself. I am at ease and at absolute rest in speech. These are the words I have longed for from within. The presence of happiness is always within reach of me. However, I don't enjoy myself enough due to fear of defeat in my lab work if I spend too much of myself in relief, joy and peace. I am still working to begin on specific grounds of work. I am still capable of being happy despite being a misfit.Listen! I have nothing to speak except reveal silence in my mindset to show all happiness. I am not capable of making mistakes that would yield. I did all the correct things, as per my records, in just the last few weeks. I am trying to understand the role of repulsion between two of the same poles of a magnet to interpret death with its depth within each individual's reach. I need to work more on magnetic models of life. I will one day create life by using magnetic models which generate huge electromagnetic fields. Occupancy of a person in his mind after all the increase in the electromagnetic field. I have proof for myself, my wife and others I can believe, to be honest.Amy always said, Your thoughts about magnetic fields are both unique and potential. I may be on the right path in the undertaking. The electromagnetic field of my lab changes even with the movement of an ant or the entry of a new ant into my home. I can judge life type by just its electromagnetic field. I can even believe the intellect of a person by his magnetic field. I am doing great with magnetic studies of life. The magnetic field sharply declined as soon as one of my subjects died in front of my eyes due to a particular disease. Though just a few seconds ago, when he was alive, his body's magnetic field was strong.Magnetic fields are also precipitated, like salt or acid, in the bloodstream. I need to know more. Yes! I need to learn more about judging life span using magnetic fields. I cannot regret the loss of my earlier studies. Today, I need to find out a lot more about magnetic fields. The magnetic field of the earth, the occupancy of the mind in the correct order or towards more positivity due to it. I need to create more information on all this because facts will make me believe how magnetism declines with death and is highest at birth and puberty. I repeat the knowledge of death's cure somewhere within me. But I will win. I will win.Hurt by the wind, I ask for strength to the floor. I am witnessing death which I don't deserve. I know.Light in the magnetic field. I am still determining what the impact is. Light can be dispersed or concentrated to a point by a magnetic field. Sound, too, is impacted by the magnetic field. I would think so. There is not much sound in my room. Light seems to control the floor. It may be natural or due to the strong magnetic field in my lab. In the region where I stood, there was a substantial magnetic pull on my body. The frog hops a few millimetres less in my lab than he dies outside. What is interesting to me is that I have started eating less since the time I introduced this giant magnet here, but nonetheless, I feel more energetic.My brain works at an altogether different wavelength after this magnet is there in my lab space. Am I attributing everything around me to a magnetic pull? But then everything else has stayed the same in the past few days. I even felt that the storm th
What if the world drives me insane? There has to be some level of insanity in you from starting for the world to drive you insane. I am revolutionising science here, but the world considers me disharmonious. There is a privilege for everything in the little you have. But as you grow in your wants, you begin to expect more. Expecting more is not the same here as deserving more. You might not even deserve little, but you adore more. You want to resemble a few rich not like many more. You must acknowledge defeat for progressing for you being limited. You don't throw stones on the other you disbelieve.I am researching imagination. Einstein said imagination was a superior target of intellect. He believed that. I do believe it too. My imagination keeps me spellbound in my dreams. I realise little has more and more has nothing that can repair me from within. Life's infinite goal begins with a single step but needs giant intellectual leaps. That's what my medicine for killing death away from
What sweetness does to my mind as a researcher, I am exploring thoroughly. But it does improve my performance, my thinking ability, and duration markedly. It lowers my wounds of past feelings. It helps me understand many scientific concepts with renewed speed. It builds me up from stone to sculpture. I would love to redeem and dream about.I am not alone in this corner. There are now a few more women with missing men. They may be in such a happy swing of life, with no bondages I applied to my wife. I have been rarely in the cafe with my wife. I surely didn't hate her, but it was more a matter of money and time I needed to spend. How much more will I need to save on today's meal to have a coffee tomorrow, too. This money is considered more important than my research for the people of my own society. Jesus was certainly not the only man hurt by his own men around. I experience similar blows from people who surround me. I was happier with a wife than I am with none. All dead, as if none
Died young! no, no, no, I cannot lose my dear ones to death. I will find a death cure. The next day, I went to the office and resigned; I took carefully the little money they gave me as pay. I was happy again and forgot the yell as spit on my face. I was back in my laboratory again. Thus, I saved a plant with alkaline water. New! I was too happy with the newness of my ideas. I was shining bright, though only in my own eyes. I was dancing away from the last grieves and growing joyously though fearful of falling money from my hands. I am at that small coffee shop. I am happy, too. I sing a song this way and am so glad, too! I am delighted, too. I was delighted too with my wife. Today, I was alone, so what? I am still excited, too.“I need not know me To compare with Anyone around me People left me to my own loneliness.As if I was never once amongst there.There is still pain in my heart.How can I expect death as the returnof the efforts I toil for?”Aptitude, arise, localise, real
I was as if in my dream. I recollected how much blood came out of Amy's face just before she died. There was so much blood that I could hardly see her face. Blood protects us from dehydration. Almost all terminally ill people were emitting vast amounts of blood. This means they were all dehydrated to a certain level. If I take out all water from the ocean, nothing remains, not even the fish's life. That discovery was new to me. If Salt was removed from the ocean, would its water evaporate any sooner? Nature, nurture, life, light! I wish I could redefine life by an altogether different angle extension. There is hope, somewhere kept near to me. I need to struggle, but there is so much more around me to find it. My laptop, for instance, my drawing sheet, is waiting for me. I am indulged in basic information collection about life to understand what's opposite of death. What it's like stepping in death? I have never fully known.Was I planning suicide? Certainly not! I just thought if I c
This new day too, I was again with the last days some thoughts – Why we should not educate kids and know what they have to tell/speak…Why should science not be the first school subject at age 7 or 9? Because the brain tells us the logic which we are unable to gather info otherwise.Let's create a quest and feed on the creation of all knowledge, this time without brainwashing or manipulation by any book. Maybe we will know what has never been known nor experienced any other way before.Creating ice cream from a parlour is not possible, but creating a beautiful, happy you in an ice cream shop is possible.Let's create knowledge. Let's invent new. Make sure you don't walk down the street but instead climb up high. That's life. That' creates the right sound.We cannot specify what is wrong at this level of no experimental data. But we know things need to be changed. We need to create at least a little more from more. But, why can't we grow extremes in our minds? Is our brain limited by t
I know it hurts being rich. You feel that all your friends are selfish. There is diplomacy even at home. You hurt yourself with limited and grow rich, but you cannot forget the floor you come in from. “This is life, dear!” Accept it before the world and family reject you. Riches even enable you to grow on life's floor. A great work of knowledge can be spread on a greater ground just by money. I have witnessed this, for I have seen.Next I wrote:What is that magnetic field at which a drop of water changes its drop-like- shape? If I could know all this, I would be able to invent life on Mars. I kept a lot of considerable magnets in my laboratory. I took them in different alignments, shapes, and sizes. I then kept this magnet system near a drop-by-drop falling water from a tap. Wow! I noticed a slight change in the form /shape of falling water (dropping from the tap). I noticed it changing repeatedly when I changed the magnetic system near the tap. I realised that the shape of a drop o
Part I I doubt every word of Einstein. I doubt every word of Newton. Why should I agree without experimenting, thinking myself, why should I follow? I am no longer a very religious person. The reason I left religion behind in my life was I didn't want to follow anyone word by word. Then why should I accept the same approach of science? Hurt is not an abnormal response to a genuine area of pain. You are not mad when you complain. You aren't futile in your targets when you put the best in you. Why should I follow scientists in science? Free me, hey, sky of all bondages! Restrictions, beliefs! Free me sky of every bounding! Let me be not only superficial but completely free. We are not advocating something here. We want to avoid giving a part of our wealth in return like religion does want. We want you to think and grow! We want you to think of growth. We want you to grow your thoughts! We want your thoughtful approach to result in your overall holistic development! Understand the unde