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Luckily, Aira sent me to the station on time. Right after I sat down on my designated seat, the train began to move away. I couldn't stop my tears that they fell non-stop from my eyes. I felt suffocated that I would not see my child anymore. I was poured with unfortunate events in life and I felt jealous of those people who are happy and living life to the fullest. Am I cursed? I couldn't stop myself to think about the thing.
"Are you alright?" A woman in front of me asked worriedly. As I couldn't hide my cry, I told her that I'm just sad leaving the city because I will definitely miss my family. But the truth, my heart was bleeding deeply and I couldn't understand my intense emotion. I felt like my stomach churned uncontrollably on the swirling storm of my sentiments. I was like floating in the air because of my chaotic mind and heart.
Am I a bad mother for abandoning my child? Will Louie forgive me in the future? What will be Brent and his family think of me? That I'
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I was stunned with parted lips and broadened eyes on the sight of my son. He was carried and fast asleep on the nook of his father. My eyes swelled instantly and didn't want to move because I'm afraid everything was unreal."Louie can't live without his mom," Brent muttered tenderly and my tears fell uncontrollably. I wasn't able to step my legs closer to them because of my indescribable emotion."Lora, could you help me get some fresh vegetables outside?" Grandma motioned to Lora who was sitting on the couch. She nodded and stood up hurriedly before she followed Grandma in the garden. But it was obvious that Grandma did it intentionally to give Brent and me a moment to talk with each other.When they were totally out of sight, Brent walked closer to me. My heart was racing fast and my fingers were trembling in exhilaration to touch my son. Brent breathed heavily, "Kelsie, I'm not that evil to take away our son from you," he sounded soft. Carefully,
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