Chapter 145: Regrets

NIKOLAI

Meeting the priest was definitely a desperate move. The more time that goes by, the more I realize how big of a mess I’ve put myself in. Nothing is going right, this was not how I planned to rule this pack.

I didn’t kill my father only to end up being an even worst Alpha. My father might have been a bulky but at least his acts benefited the pack. I’ve not done one thing right since I became Alpha, I guess the pack members are starting to realize it too.

Here I was thinking those elders were useless, I’ve become even worse than them and innocent people have to bear the brunt of my incompetence.

Aunt Hyacinth had noting to do with any of this and yet, she’s somewhere in need of my help. I can feel it, I know she needs my help but how? How do I help?

I had only one job and I couldn’t even get that right, I couldn’t protect anyone. The people I love are continuously in danger because of me. It's like they were even safer without in their lives.

Winter can’t even stay in a roo