I Felt Disgusted

Bianca's POV

"I killed her," I said, almost choking up with tears.

Liam withdrew his hand from my back the moment the words came out of my mouth. I couldn't blame him if he found the revelation shocking. I also wasn't pleased with myself after killing an innocent woman. I remembered the sleepless nights I had back then after Elizabeth died. I almost died from the guilt, my conscience set out to ruin me. I went through hell with the constant reminder that I had blood on my hands.

I had to look for a way to ensure that I didn't run mad. I had therapy for almost a year and indeed it was helpful. Although I still felt guilty about Elizabeth's death and the events that led to it, I realized I couldn't change the past. The deed had already been done and there was no going back or whatsoever. All that mattered was the present and the future, I had to live for them.

Before then, I had dwelled too long in the past, regretting my actions yet reveling in the success they brought me. I felt disgu