Chapter 33

I woke up feeling the pain in my chest. I guess this is already the hangover that's hitting in me but no... Even with my headache and even though I was drunk that time, I still can't forget everything. I can clearly remember it and every word he said to me. My brain didn't even let me rest and made me remember it in my dreams just to hurt me over and over again and I guess, that's what satisfy me. 

Isn't my pain too much? Is everything I've been through still not enough to be put in such a situation as this which will literally break me? Because if it's still not enough, then this world is too heartless and unfair already. Why? Am I the only one the world can make fun of? Fuck them! 

I would even love to think that it was all just my freaking dream but I know all of that really happened. All those things were the truth that slaps me every time. It can even be my greatest nightmare. 

I've been asking the wo