Chapter 54

Life was monotonous, yet not devoid of charm. The unsettling emotions from the summer gradually eased over time.

Even during moments of leisure, thoughts of Felix would cross my mind. I would find myself retracing the 19 years we spent together, recalling the silent affection I harbored for him.

However, it remained mere contemplation.

Each reflection brought a bitter tinge, a profound sadness that I forced myself not to dwell on. I convinced myself that we were just neighbors, nothing more.

I believed that my fondness for him would diminish with each passing day, and I would eventually feel better.

Meanwhile, Colin continued to feed me as a daily ritual. No matter where I was or what I was doing, he would promptly arrive to whisk me away for a meal.

Over time, I grew familiar with Colin's friends, and due to his influence, they all affectionately referred to me as Lulu. In Colin's absence, each of them took turns caring for me.

I felt a sense of ease and comfort with Colin by