She felt a little sick. And she didn’t like the bad taste in her mouth. Was this jealousy? Why would she feel this way about a man she had no feelings for? It made no sense.She hated it.“I’m not good with words. I never have been.” “I think it’s best that you go,” Laura said.“Johannes doesn’t know what it means to care, even when he does. He says that he doesn’t have feelings for you, but I saw his face when you got shot, Laura. He cares, in his own way. You’ve justgot to give him time. Give him a chance.”Saya removed his hand and got to his feet.She watched him, curious what his game was, but he left without another word.Taking a sip of the hot chocolate he’d brought her, she was pleasantly surprised. It was sweet, just the way she liked it, with just the right amount of chocolate. It was … delicious.She took another sip and stared at the door.There was no way she was going to cave that easily. Johannes had said he didn’t love her, that he might one day care about her, but s
“That’s a pretty good picture, kid,” Johannes said. He hadn’t quite mastered the art of knowing who was called what. If he was honest with himself, he wasn’t sure if he was any good with kids, but he had five of them around the table with him.It had been three days since he brought up adopting them completely with Laura. His dad had told him to find any means necessary to win Laura over, and this place seemed like a solid plan. There was also a tiny slim part of them that was starting to adore the kids and enjoy their company.He never thought he’d enjoy dealing with a bunch of screaming brats, but he did. They were a lot of fun to be around. Growing up, he never had the luxury of sitting there and coloring in pictures or drawing.However, at the ripe age of thirty-five, he was finally getting the chance to do that. What he wasn’t doing was drawing what he knew. The kids didn’t need to see death, blood, and destruction. All they needed to know was rainbows and houses, and well, he dr
The basement wasn’t so bad.Several years ago, Leon had donated the money to get it decorated and to turn it into a hangout room for the kids. Just another room for them to enjoy.Sitting on the sofa in front of Marcell, Cash, and Saya, Laura started to feel like it was more of a horror movie as they kept looking at her, and she felt so out of place. She didn’t know what to say or do.They just stared at her and Johannes as they sat on either end of the sofa. A nice large gap between them.“This won’t do,” Saya said. “You need to sit closer together.” “Noted,” Johannes said.“So do it now.” Marcell held his hands out and waved them in front of him, pointing for them both to get closer together.“I don’t think we need guidance for this. How hard can it be?” Laura asked.“When you both came down here, you took the furthest space possible together. If you need to convince a roomful of people staring at you like you’re under a microscope, every single little detail of your actions is goin
“Agreed.” Marcell pointed his bottle toward him. “She always seems nervous around us, but not because we’re a temptation to her.”“Johannes’s not used to being near an innocent woman. Look at the women before her. Especially Borham.” Cash sipped at his beer.“I like her,” Saya said.“Borham?” Marcell and Cash asked at the same time.“God, no, that woman is a fucking vulture. No, I’m talking about Laura. She isn’t afraid of Johannes. He can’t just walk all over her. She has a fire inside her. I think she’s his match, but he’s too damn stubborn to realize it.” Saya shook his head. “We’ve got to help bring them together. Johannes will be a lot happier if he’s in love.” “We don’t know that,” Marcell said.“Look at how he is here.”“This is fucking nightmare central,” Cash said.“So many fucking kids,” Marcell said.“And yet, look at Johannes. I saw him smile at a kid. He loves them, guys. You’ve seen it. I know you have. Laura is good for him. They’re good for each other, and we have a du
Johannes wasn’t supposed to appear human, or nice, or for her to feel sorry for him in any way, but he was doing it right now. “I promise you that I won’t ever lie to you,” Laura said.“Don’t make promises you can’t keep.”“I’ve never lied,” Laura said. “Even when you’ve asked me if I’ve wanted to be married to you. The answer was no. I didn’t want to ever get married. If what you say is true and everyone has lied to you in the past, then I make it my vow and promise to you, as your wife, I will never lie to you.”“Never?”She shook her head and then agreed. “Never. I’ll always tell you the truth.”“Would you like me to fuck you right now?” Johannes asked.Her eyes went wide, and she couldn’t help but look down at his enormous dick. She assumed he had a tiny one because his attitude was so sucky, but it would seem Johannes was blessed. Not only was he good looking, he also had an amazing dick.“Er, I, er, I don’t know how to answer that.”Johannes took a step toward her. “It’s simple.
Laura had gotten the all-clear from the doctor. There was no damage inside, and her stitches had completely healed. Johannes kissed around the small bandage on her stomach the other night, and he watched her now, chasing after kids.They were all having a lot of fun, and he couldn’t tear his gaze away from her. She looked so happy and at peace, and to him, that was beautiful.“Do you love her?” Stuart asked, coming to sit with him.This little boy would randomly come and sit with him. He was a cute kid, and if Johannes was being honest, the longer he spent at the orphanage, all the kids were starting to grow on him.He liked being around them. Even at breakfast and at dinner, when they were all arguing about what they wanted to eat. Billy would randomly visit with baked goodies, and he’d started to develop a sweet tooth.Did he want to lie to the kid?“I don’t know what love is,” Johannes said. “Do you?” Stuart sighed.He found it cute that he tried to seem tough, worldly even.“Yeah,
“I’m fine. I’ll do whatever you need me to do.” Again, she tried to stifle a yawn. “Go to bed, that’s an order.” She rolled her eyes again.“I’ll put that down on the board.”She chuckled, and he looked toward the board at their names as well as their weaknesses. Johannes walked over and rubbed it all off.Making his way to the main house, he closed the basement door and found his friends in the small study, sipping bottles of beer.“Sneaking it in again?” Johannes asked.“Someone has to. There is no hard stuff here but a can of soda,” Cash said. “Want one?”Johannes shook his head. He stopped drinking beer years ago. He was a scotch man himself.“Laura suspects what we’re doing,” Johannes said. “What I’m doing.”“Which part?” Saya asked.“Manipulating her to fall in love with me,” Johannes said.“How?” Marcell asked.“I don’t know how she knows, but I heard her talking to Billy today.”“Oh,” Cash said.“Yeah, oh. I can only guess that Leon has taught her to be cautious of everyone an
He growled and then reached for her hand to press it against his hardening cock. “Feel what you do to me. How desperate I am for you.” He groaned, resting his forehead against hers.“We better go inside.”“Yes.”Neither of them moved. They both panted.He didn’t want to give her up. His cell phone rang incessantly in his pocket. “I’ll lead,” he said.After opening the car door, he stepped out, making sure to button his jacket and smooth it out to hide the outline of his erection. He wasn’t a fucking schoolboy, but she made him lose control.Once at her side of the door, he held the door open and presented his hand for her to take, which she did with a smile at him.They had practiced this in the basement a few times. Laura had to get used to looking at him, and the first couple of times they tried it, her face was always bright red.Staring at her now, he saw the fullness of her lips, and she looked so beautiful. The gown he’d ordered accentuated her curves. It wasn’t drab or dull. Th