Getting home, it is nearly four. Walking in, Jackson is cooking tea while the girls are sitting and playing in the playroom. Jackson turns and smiles as we walk through the door.
“How did it go, Kitten?” Wiping his hands, he walks towards me, his arms wrapping around me as his lips press against mine. He seems happier.
“Good, it helped as always, so thank you for making me realise I needed to speak to someone about everything.”
Kissing him back, I smile. I need to now help him move on, help him realise it isn’t his fault and he needs to stop blaming himself. I would say Marcus as well but I don’t think that would be such a good idea.
“Do me a favour, Kitten. Go tell Marcus I need him, and then can you sit with the girls while we talk?”
Nodding, I walk upstairs. Reaching Marcus’ door, I stand looking at it. Do I knock? Walk in? Talk from this side. What do I do? Raising my hand, I gently knock on the door. He doesn’t answer. Maybe I was t
“No sight or sound, Kitten, not for this.” His hands slide up my neck and put in the earpieces, making the whole place fall quiet. He is talking, I know he is. His lips are kissing mine. Moaning, my hands go to wrap around him and pull him to me. Hands stop me - not Jackson’s because his are still on my neck; Marcus’s hands. I feel the rope wrap around them tightly. The rope pulls on the skin. Jackson moves away, his hands releasing me. The rope pulls, guiding me to walk. My hands are lifted up and I feel the rope being tied around the bar above my head. Marcus’s hands slide down my arms. A moan escapes my lips at the feel of his touch. His fingers run over my shoulders and collarbone down to my breasts. His hands grasp them both. Moaning, I try pushing them closer to them. The feel of the clamps going onto them is one I enjoy. Marcus still grasps them tight, so Jackson is the one putting the clamps on. Once on, the feel of rope
Starting from where they left off with the tongue teasing my clit, my moans cause them to whip me. My wetness grows as his fingers begin moving faster, the whip hitting against my ass and breast harder and faster, and my body is ready to let go. I feel myself relaxed, ready to let the orgasm take over. “Yellow.” Saying the word, I remind myself not to finish yet. “Close to the edge.” My words are quiet as I pant. The fingers slow down and the whips get gentler, pulling me away from the edge. My moans get quieter. Once they are satisfied I won’t orgasm instantly, they start again, the fingers moving harder and faster, his tongue moving quicker, my screams getting louder and with each one, the whips start. Moaning, I can’t help but wonder who is who in this whole scene but at the same time I don’t want to know. The fingers slowly come to a stop. My hands are untied from the ceiling and my body is lifted, carried across the room. I know it is
Waking up, I look around. I’m still in the playroom. Smiling, I move, going to kiss Jackson then freezing as I realise it isn’t him. Marcus is asleep, his eyes closed. My mind reminds me of last night: Jackson, work, police. I need to call him or at least text, and make sure he is okay. Moving, I get out of bed. Walking to our room, I check on the girls on the way past. They’re still asleep. Walking into the shower, I quickly get washed. My eyes look at my body in the mirror, at the marks from the whips and rope. I can’t help but smile, thankful of last night and that Jackson seems to have changed how he feels. Getting out the shower and dried, I grab my phone. Opening the messages, I see several texts waiting for me from Jackson. Opening them, I scroll to the first one he sent. Sorry babes. I hated leaving you, but I know Marcus will look after you. If you wake, don’t worry. I left for work. I will be back before you wake. My mind wonders wh
Marcus is stood at the door. Looking at him, I smile. “Happy 70th, you old bugger.” I can’t help but laugh. He walks in, sitting on the edge of the bed. “Cheers, babes. You feeling better?” Nodding my head, I lie. “Enough of me. That drawer there, open it. Your present is in it. I will give you it now before everyone comes tonight.” He looks at me, shocked. Of course I bought him something. He has something for Christmas as well but it can wait till Christmas. Getting up, he walks to the drawer. Opening it, taking out the small box, he stands and opens it. “Are you sure he is okay with this?” He turns to look at me. “I am not even sure how I feel about last night. If he was actually okay with it or not.” Looking at him, shocked, I can’t help but wonder the same to be honest. “You hate it, don’t you? You’re using Jackson as an excuse. It is so hideous. You’re right.” He starts laughing at my word
Answering the phone, I walk out of the room. In a way, I am glad she is far away from all this drama. “Hi Freya, I am sorry. I totally forgot.” My apology sounds real, yet at the same time, it doesn’t feel like it is enough. “If you don’t want to know me and Max, I understand. I would just rather know, Alena. This is twice now you have cancelled or not shown up.” I feel awful. While I didn’t know her and still don’t know her well, she is my sister and I should be there for her like I am Georgina. “No, I do honestly. Why don’t you come tonight? We are having a party to celebrate Marcus’s and Georgina’s birthdays. Bring Max. We have a spare crib he can sleep in and you can both stay here, then tomorrow we will spend the day together.” It seems like a good plan. The girls can meet Max, and maybe he is the key to not being so afraid of the name since he is my nephew. I have their presents for Christmas so I can invite them here as well for Christmas Day.
Her smile is warming, trying to ease my worries. “I don’t think he would, you know. He and Freya, I just can’t see it. I know you’re worried he will, but I can’t see him going there while he’s sleeping with you.” Looking at her, I want to believe her, but I can’t, I just can’t. “We will find out tomorrow. Jackson is asking him about a double date with him and Freya.” She is looking at me, shocked, like I had said something crazy. “Okay, that is messed up. He isn’t your ex but still. You two have a past, and still a present. Why would Jackson ask him that anyway?” “Well, that is my fault. He noticed I was concerned with Freya and Marcus and said he deserves to find someone permanent and would I really stop them. I told him to do it because I thought it would make him see I don’t, but I never actually wanted him to agree.” This is messed up. Maybe I should have just said the truth, rather than lying and now possibly being the reason why
Sitting, me and Georgina talk more. I miss this - us able to talk without people listening. It feels nice and like old times. The food arrives. Georgina and I carry it in. Jackson has a look of disproval on his face as they all walk through. It feels weird seeing them all together and poor Liam just looks out of place, totally lost in their company. “Food, good I am starving. Jackson cooked dinner but to be honest, I would rather eat my arm off,” Troy laughs, walking in and grabbing a pizza. “A takeaway, really?” Jackson looks at me with a puzzled look. “Yeah, I mean, I have not had one in two years, so I think I deserve one and a night off cooking, don’t you?” Looking at him, I hope he agrees. “Of course. Don’t ever think you can’t have something, Alena. I only meant, no takeaways every night like before.” Sitting down we eat, everyone talking back and forth. My mind is really not into it; I am again tired and ready for be
Putting the food on plates, I walk to the table. As I put them down, Jackson is looking at me, waiting for me to talk. There is nothing to talk about, nothing at all. After finishing eating, I get the girls out of their chairs and go sit with them in their playroom. The morning is spent in there with them, not wanting to face the reality of what is happening and that I don’t have a say in it at all. The door opens, and Marcus walks in. “Jackson said to let you know dinner is ready.” Looking up at him, I nod. “Thank you.” Dinner time already? The day passed quickly. Walking in, I get the girls in their chairs. Sitting, they eat. Pushing my plate away, I can’t eat. I should but I can’t, something Jackson would usually tell me off for. Instead, he just sits quietly looking at me. When everyone has nearly finished, the door opens, and Liam and Georgina walk in. “Came to take the girls to see Helen for a few hours like w