47 Tastes Like a Ripe Arsehole

Alaina POV

Telling Ash, I needed to see Finlay was an anxiety ridden moment, but it surprisingly he didn’t really fight me on it.

“Alexia says that it would be good for me to confront him. If that’s an issue with you, that’s fine, she said it might be, and that I should offer for you to join in my next session to talk about it.”

During our sessions Alexia made it very clear that getting the answers to, at least, some of my questions could help in my ability to heal from the trauma that Finlay put me though. The idea of even seeing him again made my anxiety go through the roof and I wanted to throw up just talking about it, but I had to at least try.

“I am not going to hold you confronting Finlay hostage, so you seeing him is not dependent on my joining a session with you. I WOULD like to join a session with you though.”

He wants a joint session, ok, I did offer for him to come, but I didn’t really think that he would take m up on that offer.

He wants to help us; he wants to be