To Blue, the party was a more official symbolism of her doom than the gala had been. Richard had proudly dragged her to the head of the table to give his speech; her waist in one hand, a microphone in the other. This time, she didn’t look nearly as terrified standing by his side. She’d come to tolerate Richard, rather reluctantly, yet still. When she looked up at him with a smile as he re-introduced his fiancé, she took pride in the fact she could have been dealt far worse. Richard had become a friend. Respected her desire to be alone when she felt so. Allowed her to choose the film. Made sure she had the breakfast she wanted. Believed her obviously lie of a diet when she rejected a glass of wine. Seemed rather proud, himself, to have Blue by his side.
He kept it brief. She could respect that. Announced that Christopher had officially relinquished his shares, despite the fact their solicitors were still liaising. This time, Blue didn’t hope t
Stood up on all fours, Vincent couldn’t help but admire the woman. She complimented the suite quite nicely, brunette mane framed by the chocolate bar headboard almost as high as the ceiling, a hickory brown wood. Bare skin the same pale cream as the walls, floor, and curtains. The insides of her thighs as ivory as the bedsheets. Lashes as black as the light fixtures. Staring at her petals, core open, reddened and swollen, he knew he’d have to check out early. He’d booked the hotel because he couldn’t bear to stay in the apartment that served no purpose other than to remind him what he couldn’t have. Now, the woman had sullied the Ritz-Carlton. He’d have to rebook in the morning; move as far across town as it took to expel the image of the woman who haunted his every waking and sleeping moment. Kneeling on the edge of the bed, he rubbed the tip of his desire along her as he’d imagined in detail. Shuddered at her warmth. Relished in h
It took a great deal of effort to pry herself from Vincent’s side when she awoke to her silent alarm at quarter-to-four. Their naked skin had fused together to the point she’d feared they’d been glued while trying to separate. His cologne had seeped through her skin to the bone, so much so that she feared she would never get the smell of him off her. But she had, third lather in.She’d been staring at the wall for quite some time, soaped shampoo running down her spine with the pelting shower stream, her arms hugged around her chest, yet she didn’t yelp as her ex-husband took her shoulders in his hands. He spun the woman to him. Smiled gently. Lamented the fact she no longer reeked of his sex. Took the sides of her face in his hands and kissed her gently. Slowly.Blue hoped quietly he’d think her eyes half swollen shut were from fatigue rather than her silent tears. Playing house with the man in his hotel room filled her with nothing
Blue had been rather careful returning home.She’d showered again after her shower with Vincent. Blow-dried and styled her hair so it hadn’t looked like she had. Redressed quietly. Paid for her fare home with cash. By the time she made it back to Richards, it was a quarter to six. She was cutting it awfully close.Letting herself in through the front door, cursing the loudness of her keys, she realized painfully that she hadn’t yet organized her excuse. Could she say that she spent the night at her parent’s? Would he ask Bradley, or trust his Fiancé? Would it hurt his feelings to discover the truth of her night? He had seemed to be rather pure of heart the more she’d come to know him. And yet some part of her feared the Richard who discovered his wife’s transgression. Would he strike her? Cast her to the streets? Declare her the whore she was? Or embrace her? Assure her they could get through this? Stroke her
Finally, the tip of his nose pressed hers. She hadn’t the heart to care how rotten his breath smelt as he heaved straight through her nose. Everything she thought he had known about the world was crumbling cataclysmically. The sound of it all rupturing drowned even that. “All I did was offer him a promotion, it’s not my fault that some transactions happened to be authorized by him instead of me,”“What had he ever done to you?”“Mind your business, Ms. Pierce,” As he took her shoulders in his and shoved the woman against the wall, she found it enough to break from her trance. With all regret and shame balanced in her palm, she didn’t pause to rock it back and forth and watch if it would roll as a single bead of water would in the basin of her hand. Instead, Reeled back. Slapped him as she wished she never had her husband. And as he spun to face her and grabbed her by the
Stood alone in the room she felt quite filthy for ever admiring, Blue came to realize just how much she had to pack. She’d taken far too many clothes from her mother’s house; more toiletries than she could ever use. Rather, she hadn’t a clue how to pack her own suitcase.Google had told her to roll her clothes. She just couldn’t fold them right. Stacked against one another, odd bunches of fabric splayed from the ends of each log, she decided she’d be better off trying to stuff it all together as she had the first time. This time she would succeed—if only in thanks of pure determination.“Just where do you think you’re going?” Peering up from her wadded clothes, she met the gaze of the woman she’d decided she’d least rather see. Sandra. She felt rather stupid for ever regarding the woman an ally. Felt a familiar guilt for considering leaving what simple life s
His lips rested against hers in a way that rocked the base of her spine with a rattling shiver, his fingertips curling around her hairline. With eyes sealing her in the darkness she’d hoped would simply consume her, Vincent’s breath drew her from her own misery in a way undeservingly forgiving. The gentle twist of his parted lips consoled her of her guilt for being so distrustful. And as he swung her legs from beneath her with his hands behind her knees, the thought lingered that if she forgave the man for rejecting her so cruelly, she’d be devastated if he left.Sprawled across his bed as she hadn’t been in quite some time, it felt like their first night together again. How he’d stared at her naked. Kissed her gently. Fucked her so thoroughly she’d felt she’d have fallen into a coma had the man not woken her mere hours later. Again, as he freed her from her dress, she wondered if she would ever see him again. I
Blue had been staring into her coffee cup for quite some time. It had been days since she’d last seen Vincent. The numbness that had spread from her chest to her fingertips made her consider whether she was suffering withdrawal. Her breakfast had no taste. Making sense of the words neatly printed in her current read was an impossible task. The television had bored her. She’d grown tired of watching cars pass in the street. Yet she found joy in the rippling of her tea as someone shuffled about upstairs. Wondered if Vincent saw the same light rolling and breaking on the surface of her stained water in his shaving basin. Whether he hadn’t the mind to look. As her maid mounted the first step of the staircase, she watched the woman buckle in place. Turn to face her in her peripheral. Finally, Blue felt her curiosity ignite, her minute enthusiasm so foreign. Glancing up, she met Anya’s gaze. Smiled a small that stopped just short of her eyes. Lost her inter
“No.” Anya snapped, hands clutching the purse in her lap. It was the first time she had addressed the man like she’d known him. “You should have let me handle it.” “I didn’t think you knew about Richard,” “Of course, I knew about Richard, you stupid boy,” Suddenly, she was fighting the urge to club the man over the head with her wallet. Though she knew he’d likely laugh at her. “No mother wants to believe their only son could rape and beat a girl half to death, Vincent.” The man’s face firmed. Eyes cooling so slightly as he straightened in his seat. The mere thought of college alone was enough to strike a cold, primal fear in his gut. The schoolboy Richard who used women as he pleased—the man he had once called a friend. “I took up a second job there as soon as I could, if you just had some patience-” “You could have told me-” “You didn’t try to contact you