September 07, 2021
"I spotted you and your new girl in that hidden library, and you seemed to be having a serious conversation, so I didn't bother going in. But maybe tomorrow? No, not at all. I've changed my mind, Archer; I don't want to meet up anymore, and I can't promise anything either. You know what I mean."
I stared at the letter flashing on my computer screen, reading and remembering every word from the username @iamthepersonwhokilled.sierra's alias. I'm not sure why his final letter kept playing with my head. He gave me this letter when I returned home after driving Kinsey to her condo, and that was the last time I heard from him after he ditched me in the library. Or maybe he was telling the truth and had been watching me talk to Kinsey the whole time. But what caused him to change his mind so abruptly? The longer I stare at his letter; the m
July 07, 2016"I can promise you that she looks considerably better today than she was before. She gets to our courses on time and no longer bothers me as she used to. She kind of respects our boundaries with each other; if I told her I needed to do something, she'd let me and never complain afterward." Sierra raised her hands and gave me thumbs up to reassure me about Maevis' acts and how Maevis treats her. "Also, Ms. Perez, our homeroom teacher, constantly observes her, and the school's psychologist counsels her daily." I gave her a hesitant smile and shrugged in response to her replies.It's break time, and we're enjoying yogurt in the school's garden. Some students are chilling here who don't make loud noises, so we decided the garden would be a good place to sit and talk. We're sitting on a bench in the middle of a field of daisies. Maevis has returned aft
"Uh... Hello." I spoke flatly while chewing the side of my cheek. I put my hands in my jeans pockets and attempted to smile at her, but I couldn't because I was still angry over what she had done to me."Hey, Maevis. Do you need anything?" Sierra stepped into our talk. Maybe she can sense my anxiety growing beneath me; I'm not sure why, but I didn't like this Maevis girl even before the first time I first met her. Even though our first meeting was such a disaster, she left me with a poor impression of her for the rest of my life.Maevis barely looked at Sierra before shrugging shyly and saying, "Not really, I really just want to apologize to him—to you, Archer." She stated it abruptly and fixed her gaze on mine, which threw me off guard. My eyes twitched in reaction, and I felt as if my tongue had been removed. She spoke again when I couldn't say a word.
"Five days suspension, Archer! Five days!" When Dad slammed the Principal's office door, he raised his hands and yelled at me.As we strolled down the corridor, I ran my fingers through my hair while holding an ice pack to calm the bruise around my eye. It's a good thing everyone has classes because if they don't, they'll undoubtedly witness me being chastised by my dad, which would be a massive humiliation for me.Owen is still inside the office, most likely being lectured by his uncle. He was only suspended for three days because, of course, he lied and persuaded the Principal that he was the victim here, even though I told the Principal that Owen hit Maevis with a ball on the head first and that I was simply standing up for that poor girl. But Owen insisted that it was all an accident. The way he delivered his lies was quite convincing. During my reaso
'You'll die soon.'"What is it?" Sierra expressed interest in my reaction. She widened the door of my locker, and I heard her gasp as she read what was written inside. "Do you know, or even have any idea who did this?""No," I muttered. "No," I grumbled. I couldn't believe what I'd just read, but then I discovered my locker wasn't locked at all, but I always locked it, just from the start. I opened it. I began raising and looking around my locker, but I couldn't find my key or the padlock to it."Here!" Sierra exclaimed. When I returned her gaze, she straightened up and handed me my key and the shattered padlock.My brow wrinkled even more as I wondered how these things ended up outside my locker. But when I returned my gaze to my locker's door and examine
July 07, 2016"Archer, even if Owen had done you wrong, you should not have harmed him. I usually encourage you to restrain your anger, so you should have just gone away." Mom broke the silence that had descended on all of us in the dining room."That's what I told him earlier, but he doesn't seem to listen," Dad remarked. In my rage at him, I almost kicked the table in front of us, but all I did was bite my lower lip, containing the anger that was building inside me. As they often say, repress and control yourself, since no one gives a shit about how you feel under this roof.Dad and I haven't talked or said anything to each other since we returned home; not that I want to, it's just unusual that he didn't chastise me again. I even thought he'd ask me why I was with Sierra, because all he'd ever known was I avoided
Speaking of Sierra, I need to talk to her—or at the very least hear her voice—to soothe these emotions roaring in me. It's only ten o'clock in the evening, and I'm not in the mood to finish my homeworks. Perhaps I'll just get out of bed early tomorrow morning to do those. My brain is so tired right, and now the only person I'm longing for is Sierra; she's like my rest every time I feel tired. Whenever I see her face, hear her gorgeous voice, or think of her, everything in me has since to be in an array. I haven't gotten a good night's sleep in months because of my insomnia episodes. I stopped taking the sleeping medications because I felt they had no effect; my spirit and mind were still awake; I felt like my senses were floating in the air, and when a new day comes I still felt so sick and tired."Archer, how are you? What are you doing? I kept messaging you, but you weren't replyi
July 11, 2016"We're so thrilled you're back, man!" The instant I opened the door, Aries yelled and drew me into a bro hug. I startled the others because of showing up without notice, blinking their eyes several times as if examining who I was and when they recognized my face, they raced to me, hugging me and messing my hair."Well, evidently I'm an asshole since you kept contacting me but I never responded, and then you texted me again only days ago and I only came here now," I muttered to Aries; slumping my shoulders.We're inside the garage, which is in the backyard of their house. It's already six o'clock in the evening, and nothing has changed here. The pile of clothes on the floor and the plates and glasses on top of the coffee table show that Aries still lives here. Aries is already twenty, but he still lives
I understood right away that something was amiss with what I said. Perhaps I offended Aries? But it wasn't on purpose; it was merely a pun, as we always do before. We're always making fun of each other, so what caused them to make those faces?"I-I'm sorry if I offended you?" I stated in embarrassment. Why do I always need to embarrass myself with everyone?"Listen, man, he didn't drop out of college because he's a slacker!" Glenn rose from the stool and knitted his brows at me. "He did that because he doesn't have any choice—" Aries interrupted him by placing his hand on his shoulder, while I’m here feeling bad about their reactions, yet confused."Calm down, Glenn. It's fine, he knows nothing about it.""What do I not know?" I asked as I straightened my bac