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Chap.72*Table For Three*
"No! I'm fine." It was a reflex that I jerked her hand off my shoulder and glared her in the eye hatefully. How could she say something like that? My baby is fine, I know my baby is fine.
"I'm so sorry." She repeated, watching my face very sadly.
"You are not sorry, and I can still feel the baby inside me," I argued, no I wasn't sad. I mean I wanted to abort this child anyway, then why was I reacting like that?
Why did it feel so bad to hear that I've lost my child? Was I fooling myself all that time when I said I want to abort this baby? Did I actually want to abort the baby?
"You need to rest." She tried pushing me back onto the bed but it just hurt. I thought I would feel free, but no, it was all pain and nothing else.
"Please tell me my baby is okay?" It was then that I broke into tears, referring the baby from this baby to my baby. I have made a mistake, I thought I didn't want my baby, but I crave this ba
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