“Do you want to go and have a rest?” Lester’s mother asked me. She is looking at me with her pleasing smile but...Great… she just made me the center of attention. Peter and Lester are busy talking about something and I don’t want to interfere with them. I am pretending that I am not here. That they can't see me even if I can feel Peter's constant glances at me. I am not planning to get their attention in any case.I force myself to nod at her. I am not really tired but I want to get out from here. Jane was busy attending with her new pet. I didn’t know she had a dog now. She says it has the same breed as Lester’s dog. I can clearly see the similarity and I don’t know why she said it like trying to make me jealous of her.I won't be jealous of her if that's what she is thinking. I am genuinely happy for her. She deserves it. She deserves what she has right now. She deserves everything including a love and care that she had once lost.“Come, follow me… I will show you to your temporary
“Peter!” I forcefully push him. What is he doing here? I looked at him and saw how serious his face is when he looked at me. “W-what?” A chill went through me. His stares are burning. I push him once more because my knees are shaking with the sight of him. His face is too close, I can feel his breath on my face.His breathing becomes heavy as he stares at me. Glaring at me. He made sure I couldn't let go from his arms. He tightened his hold around my waist when I tried to loosen from his arms. What is this? Why are you doing this to me, Peter?“We just ended up things up just a week ago and instantly, you are with that asshole?” he angrily asked. His eyes are burning. I tried to avoid his gaze but he hold my face to make me look at him.But what he said makes my blood boils. What did he just say? Is he talking to me or is he talking to himself? Can he heart what he just said? Why is he accusing things when it was his moves in the first place?May I remind him that he was the one who
Lester's laughter echoed in the room. He winched in pain when his mouth stretches making his small cut widened. He looks in pain. The smile didn't disappear his face when he slowly stood up. I immediately went to his side and helped him. Peter is being unreasonable! What the fuck did he just do? He should know that Lester likes to tease him. He should know that Lester and I won't happen. He should know that I cheated on Matt only because of him and not anybody else."See? How can you say that all of your actions meant nothing? How?" Peter asked. I can hear the hurt in his voice. He clears the lump in his throat and smiles in pain.I looked at Lester and saw him still smiling but will winch in pain because of his cut. I push Lester down to sit on my bed so he can rest a little bit while I will deal with this fucking asshole. "Stop teasing him," I whispered to Lester. I glared when he didn't respond. I don't want him to have wound again. What if his mother will be mad at Peter for cau
“That’s not easy," I told him. He won't have an easy way out when Cindy's name is involved. Cindy gets what she wants and it always will be. No matter what the consequences are. She would still have it. No one can stop her. No one...“Let me handle about this matter, Tara,” he pleaded. A new emotion developed into me as I looked at him in the eyes. He looks so determine about it but there is a doubt. That was the last conversation we had before he left. It has been three days and yet I can’t leave the house. I am feeling sick these past few days. I don’t have an appetite for anything. I am forced to eat because my body feels too weak.“Aren’t you doing anything today?” I asked Jane when she chose to stay in my room. Lester’s mom and Jane always left the house for school and to let Jane explore. I didn’t come with them because dizziness always eats me up when I try to go out of my room. My mind is always in a twirl everytime I stay out of the room. My body wants to stay all day and n
“Thank you,” I said giving him a smile. I couldn't help but give him a smile to tease him. He's been like this. He won't stop being grumpy at me but he can't help himself but take care of me. He didn’t smile at me and just keep looking at my tummy. It has been two weeks since he knows about me being pregnant. He will always come home with something in his hand for me and for the baby. His family knows about it as well but I told them to just keep it to themselves. I don’t want to announce my pregnancy yet. I don’t want to risk the baby and expose to something that was about to happen. Peter didn’t come back here since then and I guess I would be thankful for him because of that. I can feel at ease knowing that Peter won't know it, he won't know my pregnancy for now. Our last conversation was when he and Lester had a fight but was constantly asking things about me through Jane which my sister as well always report to me. Jane won't skip a day without telling me that Peter asked abou
Cindy’s Point of ViewI looked at the dancing snowflakes from the winter snow. They are creating a beauty despite the coldness they bring during the season. I can’t help but smile and admire its beauty. What I love the most in every season is the winter. I am born in the winter season and winter is my comfort when I felt so alone. Winter gives me hope everytime.“Ma’am, your coffee is ready.”A delicate sound interrupts my moment. I looked at her and saw the immediate fear in her eyes. What did I do? I smile at myself. Why do people fear me? Why would they fear me when I am just being myself? I know sometimes I am hard to deal with but they shouldn’t be looking so fearful like right now though.I nodded at her and let that fear of her that she felt for me pass. I am in the good mood these past few days and I want no one to break this happiness I am feeling. “Clean my room after I go out and make sure you are done cleaning when I am done drinking my coffee, got it?” I gently said. The
Cindy's Point of View"Are you coming over? My parents wants to see you," I told Peter. I phone called him because he is still not here. I am waiting for him to come here. He is busy with his family but I am hoping he will come here.I invited him to come to our house but he doesn't know that the celebration we are having is for my birthday. I also didn't tell him because I don't want to assume anything and hope anything. Having him here is enough for me. I know he will come here.I smiled at the guests as they come inside the house. They are walking with presents on their hands. Our helpers help them where to put the presents. It is a Christmas eve and tonight, I will be different. Tonight, I will make sure that the victory is mine."Of course, I am preparing. I already bought presents for your parents. I am hoping they will be happy to my gifts."Presents for my parents. He bought them a presents? Did he even buy one for me? But nevertheless... I am happy that he will come, that is
Peter's Point of ViewI am having a second thought on what to give her. I am not quiet sure if I would dare to give her something because I know she won't like anything that is given by me after what I will do to her.Cindy is too good and I amazed that she never asked me some things that she know would just change my mood. She never dared to say something that is not good to hear.She always pleases me with everything. Hurting her is one of the most mistakes I have committed with her. She doesn't deserve to be hurt but I can't afford to lose Tara. I only love Cindy as a friend. I like her company because she never fails to amaze me. There is something in her that you would love but I can't reciprocate her feelings towards me. I can't reciprocate it because someone is already here, in my heart.Someone already captured it. Someone already wants to be part of my life. And that someone, is someone that I am afraid to lose. I can even give up my life just to be with her. She is my every