55. SELF CONFLICT

~Why you sad? I don’t know. I don’t know

Smile, say 'I love you'

Look at me, even I gave up on myself

Even you can’t understand me

You say I’m unfamiliar, changed into the one you used to like

You say I’m not myself which you knew well

No? What do you mean no? I’m blind

Love? What the heck is love? It’s all fake love~

- (BTS) Fake Love

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Stefanos:

If it wasn’t the light bursting on my face from large the large window I would still find myself lying on a sweat and liquid covered bed for hours now. My limbs and hands felt like they haven’t been stretched in years and there was a profound ache coming from my lower side and my back.

I wished at that moment I had some telekinetic powers so I could just bring those thick velvet curtains down because with all the mess that was my body I also hated the feeling of sunlight just poring on my face when I just woke up from the deadliest of times.

With a lot of difficult