Call Juice narrating: A love that was born out of nowhere, but saved the married woman from her boredom and cloudy days, a mobster who fulfilled her in all aspects. Leonor made it clear how her heart was filled with feelings of a love triangle, in doubt between two men. Every sentence that Leonor spoke about her feelings broke a part of me, I spent hours with the notebook on my lap reading god from her warm feelings to those frozen ones, the way she described our marriage, and particularly the way she felt felt, frustrated me, and opened me up to see their feelings in a way I had never stopped to see before. Leonor was writing our story, but it was as if she was writing the way it ended, I wasn't her inspiration, but it was about the hope that I could still warm her heart, but the middle of her legs always it got hotter when it came to the mobster. Turning the glass of wine, I looked at her sleeping with tears in my eyes and frustrated, a part of me was angry with what I had read
Hard narrating: With each passing day, everything became more tumultuous in my mind. The fact is that I always grew up hearing the phrase that we should keep our enemies closer and closer, not that Call is an enemy of mine, but he was someone that the closer he was, the easier it would be for me to manipulate him. I couldn't imagine what feelings I would generate in Leonor if she knew about all the things I'm doing just to get her close to me, to see her parading her dazzle in my field of vision, but that also makes me sick, I don't want to be a home wrecker, I don't want to be the man who lies with his wife in bed, and tortures himself knowing that she could have had a happy marriage next to the man you made her hate. I don't deny my feelings for Leonor, for the way she stirs every particle of my feelings, but if I'm to have her, if I'm to love her, I want it to be her choice. Even if I fear that she will go away. On the other hand, I need to be close to her, I need to make her see
Leonor narrating: What happened, in a way repressed me to go back to writing my book, as it also affected the magazine's. My head was torturing me about everything. I wanted to stay longer at work and organize everything that I had left behind in the last months, but I couldn't keep looking at Hard, I could see his eyes getting lost in tears when he talked about his mother, I felt terrible, I was confronting him and judging him once again thinking that I was the center of his world. I always judged him wrong, as if I didn't want to admit that there was no desire or obsession Hard had for me. I needed to do something to fix things with Call, so at eleven o'clock, I grabbed my things and left with everyone else going away, I pressed the elevator button while everyone hurried down the stairs to enjoy the weekend, I waited for a few minutes, thinking about how I could fix all this mistake. When the door opened a very beautiful girl in short clothes, with curves that made me envious
Leonor narrating: Hard walked through the doors, and when he saw me he smiled with a countenance of one who had been somewhat relieved to see a familiar face and walked over to me taking a seat beside me:- I'm glad I'm not the tired boss who drinks at two in the afternoon. - he told me in an ironic tone.- Yeah, well... not every day is such a good day to spend overa. - I told him uncomfortably, I don't know if it would go down well if we were seen drinking together at two in the afternoon.- There is no evil here, much less people we know. - Hard said in a funny tone, raising his hands. - Something's been bothering you since early in the morning, it's clear to see. Probably for you to have gotten dressed and be sitting here at the bar is a big confirmation. I know we met in a strange way, but that day we created a certain kind of friendship, it's been a long time since I talked to someone like that, so you can trust me if you want. Hard told me in a calm and unde
Hard narrating: I couldn't deny to myself that something had nagged at my chest after receiving the news about my father. No one wants to be a child at the age of fourteen, without a mother, surrounded by guilt, and traumas with scars all over his body. And the most incredible thing is that I felt a lot of anger towards him, a lot of anger when the cold hurt me in the middle of the street, but this anger ceased when the sun heated up again, I can't say that I hated him, because I didn't, I had my reasons for leaving home, and even if wrong, alcohol was the reason he had to manage to live with the absence of the woman who took care of him, it was the way he found to not admit the pain he felt to himself. Leonor was already glowing with the alcohol, I saw her standing up, curious but trusting me, grabbing a bottle of vodka I followed her out of the bar, and she followed me:- what are we going to do? - she asked me leaning against my side in front of the bike.- You'll have to
Leonor narrating: Standing there on that Mountain looking at all the vastness at the same time as Hard's Smile made everything even more complete, it was as if everything now made sense, a part of me began to thank that Call had made me leave home, thank that he had given me the opportunity to give myself away and I felt something, beyond just a frustrated woman. I couldn't deny the feelings that were being born inside me as I looked at Hard, I couldn't believe it was just an unconsumable desire, it was much more beyond, like I was beginning to wish I had someone who liked things as much as I did, he even knew the phrases in my magazine. I always imagined myself with Call on a Mountain, a bottle of wine or vodka, but he was never willing. But Hard is here at this moment turning the bottle beside me and shouting his feelings for whoever is down there to hear him echo, he is showing me the freedom to feel the wind hitting my face while Call locks the car windows on the highway, he m
Hard narrating: I was close, close enough feeling her gasping breath, feeling the way she was desperate fighting that feeling as much as I was, the way he stared at my mouth made my body turn on:- The sun is about to set," I told her, smiling, and pulled away. Not because I didn't want to kiss her, that was all I wanted at that moment, but I couldn't, that's not how I wanted to have her, not being a married woman.- you're right... - she said, also backing away ashamed. When everything you wish for is confirmed, it's a mixture of happiness and a frightening feeling. The sun was starting to come down, and the bottle of vodka was still half full, but I forced myself to stop drinking, I knew about my responsibility of having to drive, not that I was afraid, I wasn't afraid that something would happen to me, but I was afraid that something would happen to her:- Have you ever stopped to notice the way we always end up watching the sun rise or set? - I said smiling, look
Leonor narrating: When we got down in front of the bar again so I could get my car, my chest was spontaneously happy, the smile wouldn't leave my face, but being back in town, and knowing I would have to go back to my quiet life, took it away, which made me internally scream how much I didn't want that:- are you sure you're well enough to drive? -Hard said through the car window as I started the car.- I'm sure... stay calm. - I told him with a smile, feeling my mouth numb from the alcohol. Hard patted the car as a farewell and pressed his lips together, pulling away. - hey... wait. - I yelled back at him. - Thank you really for today, it was very good for me, I really needed this. - I told him. I could see the smile on Hard's face getting bigger, and this somehow made me feel good, for also having helped him this day. Getting my car, I started to drive following Hard through the rearview mirror riding his motorcycle, and as the distance was increasing and he was gettin