Chapter 37: Ride Me

She gazed at me as I tried to calm down, my hand was still on her throat and my eyes darted around as if confused.

"But why, didn't you like it?"

"It's too much." I reply, letting go of her neck.

"But we can…"

"Stop sage I can't!" I yelled and she flinched.

"This is the reason why I asked you to wait, wait!" My hands ran through my hair as sweat dripped from every part of my body.

"Is there something you aren't telling me?" She moved closer to me, her eyes holding pained emotions.

I knew she had prepared for this day but maybe I wasn't.

"Tell me what's wrong." She demanded, trying to hold back tears.

"You said you love me and…"

"I do sage, trust me. I can't breathe or think without you."

"Then tell me what's fucking wrong!" Her eyes had become red and I could see she was holding the urge to just burst into tears.

"Sage, I…" Seeing her this way made me so sad. I hadn't expected things to turn out this way. I didn't want her to get hurt.

"Is it so much of a crime that I want you, th