All the preparations for Raveen and Lavina's wedding were done. Seing a few people starting to get busy here and there in the magnificent mansion. Meanwhile, the Crown Princess was pensive on the balcony of her room.
Did it feel weird, irrational or... magical? She had no idea, there was a feeling of joy, nervousness, disbelief, sadness, doubt in the heart. Lavina did agree to start everything from the beginning. However, this still made her doubtful. Could it be this easy and fast? It wasn't that Lavina doubted her own feelings. It was clear that she loved Raveen far too much. But this marriage went too smoothly. Too easily.
"What are you thinking, h=Honey?" Lavina didn't realize when Raveen came. She was slightly surprised when the man's arms wrapped around her stomach, hugging her from behind.
“You startled me, Raveen” Lavina protested. The man of her complaint chuckled then kissed his exposed woman's shoulder.
"You still have doubts about
Even though tonight was not her 'first', Lavina still prepared herself properly to serve her husband. She was already taking a bath. Her skin was already scented from the lotions and perfumes that she bought specially for herself and Raveen of course. Some lingeries were also already lined up on the bed. Several times she tapped her index finger on her chin, considering which one she should wear.Everything looked so beautiful and ... absolutely very tempting. Of course, whatever Lavina wore, Raveen would love it. It was just ... did Lavina need to wear this kind of clothes? That was, if she want to challenge her husband, Lavina could do it without lingerie, right?Still wrapped in a towel, Lavina walked to her dressing table. There, she had prepared three jewelery boxes that Raveen had given her. He said that it was gift. No needed to ask how much the price of the jewelry that had alreadly became hers. Should Lavina wear one of the gift from this man tonight?L
It turned out that Lavina's marriage didn't just end. There was still a celebration party going on. This time the party was held inside the Landergee Family's mansion.Lavina had just celebrate her happy day when she was confronted with something vexing.“That woman simply doesn't deserve to be part of Landergee. She doesn't deserve Raveen Landergee. Who does she think she is?”Lavina sighed and looked back at herself in the mirror. Not a day had passed, she had been gossiped about by ignorant people, even at her own wedding! Lavina still in her room. Not because she felt inferior, but she was building her own strength.Lavina and Raveen had officially become wife and husband. What they had said wasn't true at all. If Lavina wasn't worthy, she wouldn't have been able to marry him.In this situation, Lavina had to show her pride again. Who were they to look down on Lavina? Whatever they said, the reality remained that Lavina was pa
Finally, Lavina found her happiness. She owned Raveen and all of her wealth. If she used to be confined, became a pathetic girl, unable to do anything not even defend herself, but then she was a very tough woman, independent and of course no one could hurt her anymore.She had built up her own strength. Especially, that she was Raveen's wife, part of the Landergee Family, Lavina would have been better protected. Although already legally as Raveen's wife, Lavina refused Raveen's request to change her surname to Landergee. The reason was because she wanted to clear Dawson's name.Even though Lavina hated all the bad behavior from her big family, but the name Dawson had become her first identity. That name beared witness to how pathetic Lavina's life was until she became a strong woman. Her life journey was in that name. Therefore, both her good and bad memories would always be remembered.There were also wonderful memories with Raveen when she took on the name Daw
After cleaning herself, Lavina put on a bathrobe. She was feeling confident. Raveen would surely agree with her opinion.She left the room, thinking that she was going to meet Raveen with a sour face because she refused to open the bathroom door earlier, but she didn't. The man was no longer in the room. Where was he going?Then suddenly one of the maids knocked on the door. She told Lavina that the rest of the Landergee were waiting for her at the dining table. Finally, after making sure her appearance was neat, Lavina rushed out of the room to the first floor and joined the other family members."Good morning," Lavina greeted. It was a little awkward even though she was able to conceal it."Good morning, Dear." Raveen blared it first. He stood up then pulled out a chair for Lavina, right next to him.“Thank you, Raveen,” Lavina replied as she sat down.Rael, the father-in-law, watched them before saying, “Looks like you g
Lavina didn't expect that what she had said at the dinner table earlier would turn into a prolonged affair. Since this morning, she had been involved in an argument with Raveen over her decision not to have children. For the first time, Lavina saw Raveen angry without listening from Lavina's side. Raveen looked so hurt sinse Lavina was reluctant to bear Raveen's child. Feeling humiliated.All of the logical grounds had stated well in her argument. It wasn't that Lavina didn't love Raveen. Lavina loved Raveen like crazy. But, her decision not to grow Raveen's seed in her womb didn't imply that Lavina no longer loved Raveen. Instead, she did it for the good of anyone who would be born as a human from the fertilization of their sex cells.The world was far too harsh. Lavina was a bad woman and so wass Raveen, he was a bad man. Wouldn't it look so pathetic if they had children? Babies were innocent creatures and parents played a very important role in educating their
"There was nothing we can do then. Just divorce. I will find another woman who willing to bear my kids.”Deg.Raveen swore he didn't intended to say those lines.There was no answer from Lavina. Raveen kner it hurt the woman. But the words had already been spoken. Raveen couldn't pull it anymore. Actually he could, whether it was because he was joking or something. However, he didn't. Feeling the sentence as a form of vent for his anger."Are you serious about what you said?" asked Lavina."In your opinion?" Raveen asked her back. Cruel, indeed—well he was cruel. A terrible and horrible man like Lavina had said before. Man who was deemed unfit to have children."Are you only like that because I don't want to have children?" Lavina asked again.Raveen ruffled his hair. Their debate wouldn't find common ground. “I already told you, I need heir. You don't want to save my seed. Then what do you hope for? I stay with you
Lavina was still silent. She didn't even touch her breakfast. After receiving the divorce documents, Lavina went back into the room to clean up and met Emily at the back of the house. Still didn't know what to do. Even Lavina felt so embarrassed to face Emily. Lavina seemed incompetent to be Raveen's wife.What made Lavina even more disappointed was that Raveen had left the letter to someone else. Why didn't Raveen himself go to Lavina and hand over the letter? Raveen should be able to appreciate that she was still legally his wife.“That divorce certificate … does it have anything to do with your decision to choose to be childfree?” Emily asked after placing the teacup on the table. Lavina couldn't answer anything other than nodding.Emily sighed. She seemed to be at a loss as to what to do as we
Lavina went to meet Raveen. She came to Landergee's company building. Didn't really meet because Raveen was reluctant to meet her. In fact, it seemed that all the employees there had been given orders by Raveen so that Lavina couldn't meet him. Everyone stopped her when Lavina was about to get into the elevator."Sorry, Mrs. Landergee, you can't go to Mr. Landergee's," said one of the employees there.Lavina sighed then looked at the employee who was talking to her. "You dare stop me?" Lavina was challenging.“I beg your pardon, Maam. But Mr. Landergee forbids you to see him," replied the employee. "If you has the need to hand over the file to him, you can leave it to me."Deg.Lavina stiffened. Just ... this employee s