TRIGGER WARNING: THIS CHAPTER IS THE CONTINUED TOPIC THAT WILL DEAL WITH THE LOSS OF MISCARRIAGE. IF YOU ARE NOT COMFORTABLE WITH THIS TOPIC, I ADVISE YOU TO SKIP THIS CHAPTER. IF YOU ARE STILL SUFFERING FROM PPD I ADVISE YOU TO SEEK PROFESSIONAL HELP, REACH OUT TO YOUR LOVED ONES, YOU DON'T HAVE TO FACE THIS ALONE. 💙🤍💞
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Logan
The next hours were the hardest I've had to live. I ran my fingers through my hair in frustration as I saw Sophie crying, enduring the pain of each contraction as it all came to an end. I held her when she asked me to, held her hand, soothed her back, wiped her tears, and endured when she'd pushed me as she tried to bear the pain and heartache.
There were times when she'd yell at me, pushing me on my chest as she demanded I'd get out of the room. I'd stand by the door outside of her
💞✨💞✨💞✨💞✨💞✨💞✨💞✨Logan"I got you...and you got me. We got each other, you got that?" my heart felt shattered, and I fought the urge to break in front of my little man. I squeezed him tightly in a hug, my voice quivering as I felt the pang inside. A lone tear ran down without my consent. "And as long as we got each other...nothing else matters. You and I both have to be strong and protect mommy. She needs us to be strong for her right now, ok buddy?... don't ever...ever forget that I love you, ok buddy?"He's had it just as hard these days. He went from feeling joy to feeling guilty and shattered. I had to reassure him that the loss of our baby was not his fault. There was nothing any of us could have done. It was simply something that was going to happen. Whatever it was that we needed to learn, we will learn eventually, but for now...we had to be strong and give Sophie as much support as possible.
💞✨💞✨💞✨💞✨💞✨💞✨💞✨SophieI thought of so many things to tell Logan as I drove home, but the first thing that came to my mind was to hug him and kiss him as fierce and passionate as I possibly could. He has been nothing but loving and supportive with me, and it's time that I returned the equivalence in showing him how much I love him and appreciate him.I can't forget about my little man either. He's been quiet lately...more than usual, and I don't want him blaming himself for what happened. I don't want guilt eating at him, and I'd hate myself if he fell into depression because of me. The words that Brie said made a great impact in me, and I need to do tight by them.We have all placed a great burden on our shoulders, blaming ourselves for what happened to our baby. The three of us need to move past it, and be grateful that we still h
Sophie~(Two days later)"Ok, baby, I love you. I will see you soon." I was so happy to talk to Nate right now. He was my brother Jason and his girlfriend having fun eating and playing at an arcade with them, so it was a bit hard talking to him. Especially since his attention was on Kenzie and the pizza that just landed on her shirt as they both giggled away."Don't worry Dad, I'll take care of them. You look beautiful by the way, I'm glad to see you smiling again." Jason says, smiling at me as we face-timed. "Thanks, Jace. And thank you for taking care of my baby. You're a good uncle, you know that?" I say making him smile brighter."Now...can you make sure you say that at Thanksgiving dinner in front of Aaron?" he says squinting his eyes. I roll my eyes giggling and nodding my head. "Love you, sis, talk to you later ok? And say hi to Logan for us," he says a
**AUTHOR'S NOTE: THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS EXPLICIT SEXUAL CONTENT. IF YOU ARE NOT COMFORTABLE READING THIS KIND OF PASSAGES, PLEASE REFRAIN FROM GOING ANY FURTHER. I WILL POST A NEW CHAPTER SOON, UNTIL THEN KINDLY WAIT OR SKIP TO THE NEXT CHAPTER IF IT'S ALREADY AVAILABLE. THANK YOU FOR YOUR SUPPORT!SophieI slowly approached him. I could see his eyes darken and fill with lust. He quickly pulls me by my waist, claiming my lips and digging his fingers on my hips. Our kiss quickly deepened, making me throb with the need for him.He slowly trails his hands down my back, holding my waist tightly against him. "You are so beautiful, you know that? I love you so much," he whispers in my ear as he slowly trails his lips over my neck, sucking on my sensitive part. A moan escapes me making him smile."You are so bad. But I love it, I love you so much
LoganIt was probably around ten in the morning when I finally woke up. I felt so much rested and at ease. The sea past few days have been so stressful for us.The constant struggle to keep at bay from the loss of our baby kept haunting me, mostly because I knew Sophie was agonizing. I hate seeing her sad. It breaks my heart to see her so broken, and just the same... It was hard for me to have the thought of being a dad again be ripped apart from me.I had to be tough for the both of us, and stay strong in front of Nate. My little guy is braver and stronger than he thinks. He has so much of Sophie, including the cute way he wrinkles his nose when he is upset. I loved making her mad when we were younger just to see her doing that face. Of course, I knew she hated my guts because of it, but I'd probably never admit to he
SophieWe spent the day having a blast. There was a small shopping center that looked vintage, but so homie. Logan and I took advantage to walk with Nathan since I wasn't allowed to go anywhere near the kitchen today because of my birthday.We sat at the table with a huge dinner set before us. Everyone gathered around, and we enjoyed each other's company, celebrating my birthday.✨✨✨✨✨✨✨Steven (Thanksgiving afternoon)I was called in to check out the Bonnet's home. Apparently, it's been nonstop yelling in that home for the past few days, and I'm getting worried that something might be happening. I know there's a big possibility that Roxie's daughter could be mine, and if she is, I want to keep her safe. I want her to know that I want to be in her life, to be a good dad
LoganMy stomach was hurting so bad from all the laughing. We all sat out on the patio around the fire pit, drinking a nice cold beer and enjoying our late afternoon. Sophie's birthday was a blast. She loved every bit of it, and I was so glad that everyone took the time to come celebrate with her. She's had it rough these past weeks, and it pained me to see her so down.Nothing is the same when she's not smiling. She always makes the house seem so alive and warm when she's happy. Even if it was sunny outside, just having her feeling down makes the day feel gloomy.We had just had a wonderful Thanksgiving dinner, and we all decided to relax for a while outside.I smiled, taking a sip of my beer and looking at her. Nathan had fallen asleep with his head on my lap, and my mom came to cover him up with a warm blanket, knowing th
💞✨💞✨💞✨💞✨💞✨💞✨💞✨ Steven (Two Days Later) I have been patrolling all night and morning. I'm was starving, so I decided to stop at the dinner where I always go to eat. I parked the car and made my way inside. So, yes, the rumors are true. I love sleeping around with beautiful women, and I've slept with most in my town. Hints... Almost all of them, because there's a handful I haven't with, and that includes Audry, the beautiful Audry Miller. She's the most beautiful girl I've ever met. But she has never given me the day of light. She blows me off and won't ever give me a chance to even talk to her. She's gorgeous, smart, funny...an independent girl that never takes bull from anyone. She has these beautiful eyes that change depending on her mood, or what she wears. There are days when they look green, and mesm