Lust and Queries I

No matter how long I waited, I was unable to hear his response.

He informed me earlier that I should pay close attention, so it appears that he is debating whether or not I should listen to him.

Maybe it includes risk, something riskier that might put my life in jeopardy.

He was aware that I was not terrified of dying, but rather of not being able to carry out my plans or taking revenge.

I've always had two objectives: first, to get even with those who have wronged me in the past, and second, to discover who I am.

I am unable to turn around at this point, despite how difficult and dangerous the path I'm on is. I would interact with many individuals, mingle with them, engage in some phony talks, and more, but in the end, I would only trust those who had already earned my trust.

I can't put everything in danger, and in order to achieve my ambitions, including Auster, I must give it my all.

While I'm already in the middle of this opportu