IvanâMy alpha⊠Ivanâ Bellaâs voice came so faintly in my sleep.Wow itâs morning already , I blinked twice to adjust to the brightness of my room which I now have to share with my supposed mate.I felt a hand on my bear chest and sprung up immediately. âBella?â I called seeing her stack naked on the bed âYes my alphaâŠyour mate is ready to be fucked senseless with that huge cockâ she said slutrylyOh god does this woman ever stop? Bella has one of the best bodies I have ever seen, no doubt about her attractiveness but I donât feel any sexual draw to her or anyother woman since I met Monna on that field dirty but yet alluring.âLook.. Iâm sorry but I have a really long day aheadâ I said and got out of the bed ignoring the frown on her face.âBut Ivan⊠I mean alpha Ivan⊠why do you always push me away? I am your mate so itâs only right you have sex with meâ she explained like she was talking about foodâI know Bella, but not today⊠I have a lot on my plateâ I replied nonchalantly âYo
âMonna parker!!!âI heard my professor scream my name for the second time since the class began. â yes professorââYoung lady, Iâve been observing you since the beginning of this class what is the matter with you?â He asked âNothing sir, Iâm okay⊠I just need to use the restroomâ I answered âOkay, you can goâ he responded with a wave of hand âThank you professorâ i said and stood up to leave the class room. I gave Sera a nod and headed out to the restroom. At the restroom i went straight to the sink to splash some water on my face. Picked a towel to wipe my face afterwards but the tears I didnât know I was holding back rushed out.The entire day has been quite rough, Iâve been trying to concentrate all through. Sera and Luiz has been frequently asking me what the matter was but how can I tell them that my mate just announced my wicked cousin as his mate to all of them the previous night?Iâve been sitting absentmindedly in all the classes I have had today as well. My reflection
Itâs been hours since we got here at Crescent moon pack. Of course we set in search for the rouges hideout immediately but there hasnât been any success, those bastards sure knows how to cover their track. I was getting so angry at this point and Rowan was angrier. I was irritatable to the point that I screamed at my warriors angrily. I even attacked one of them when I caught n him sitting and resting. He had explained that he just wanted to seat and think of the next route to take but I was too angry for his explanation. Heâs fine though , maybe just a few broken ribs and a sound warning for every other warrior to avoid pissing off today.My wolf had been ignoring me all through because of what happened at the pack dinner. He had withdrawn back from me the moment I announced Bella as my mate instead of my true mate and got even more mad at me after I let Bella pleasure me last night.âIvan please relax, you need toâ Rowan said behind my shoulders.He and Osborn has been the only on
âIâm fine Isa⊠I mean itâ I told Isa for the millionth time âMy lady, how can you say youâre fine? Take a loook at your selfâ she argued like sheâs been doing since I came back from school. My screen lit up from the beneath my pillow and Isa picked it up for me. âHereâs your phone my ladyâ she said handing it over to meI was surprised to see a text on the notification bar. The only contacts on my phone are that of Beta Rowan, Sera and Luiz and the text wasnât from any of them.So who could it be?âA reminder that I will always be here for you beautiful. Donât forget to smileâ the text readThe content of the text already gave me the answer to my question. It was Logan, but how did he gat my number. I kept on staring at my screen wondering if I should return the text or not.I used to envy Bella take calls, text, and and videos back in Cresent moon but now I have one for myself.âWhoâs that?â Isa asked interrupting my thoughts âHuh?ââLook at you my lady, youâre blushing all over
The pack elders were already waiting in my office when I was done bathing and getting ready. I didnât even get to eat because I had to deal with Bella of course.I had to deal with the elders prickling for being late to the meeting because of that. I let them because I just wanted the whole meeting over and done with.Even when they stopped complaining and started the meeting, I just sat there agreeing with them all through the meeting. I couldnât get the thought of seeing my mate Monna and that imbecile Logan together. Why were they together? What is going on between? Did Monna actually go with Logan last night after my announcement?I am worried about what Loganâs gonna do to her, that pig always have one goal and thatâs always to fuck every shewolf he comes across and now heâs after Monna. I need to tell her the truth about that player before she falls victim to his sexual schemes.The meeting ended with the elderâs approval of the preparations for the mating ceremony which I jus
Even the sex with Bella didnât bring any relief to my uneasiness. Uhhhn⊠why canât I just get this woman out of my head? And why the fuck is she so stubborn and rebellious. I think sheâs mad at me,scratch that I know she is mad at me and that anger is been fueling her courage to question me and act like that. Oh god what Iâm going to do with Logan and his stupid advances at her.At the same time I know I have no right to be mad or jealous especially since Iâm with Bella now but I still canât fight the urge to own her and get jealous just by the thought of another man having her. Maybe is just the mate bond, I could have rejected her back earlier when she said those words but I couldnât bring myself to say it. Once again I wish I was just a normal werewolf, I wished I wasnât Ivan Dales the Alpha. I wish I had no pack to protect or even this vengeance Iâd been seeking all my life. Thereâs just one person to blame for how my life turned out aside from the moon goddess and thatâs the ro
Yesterday sure feels like the worst day of my life. I cried my self to sleep and had to wake up to the bond pain an hour later. I woke up from a sharp piercing pain at the side of my neck. it felt more like being struck with a hot metal. I tried to muffle my screams but the pain was much more unbearable. I held my neck tight with one hand and grabbed the bed sheets tight.I wondered what was the cause of the pain till I remembered that it was the mate bond. I began to panic and wonder what was wrong with Ivan. Why he was in so much pain and how I could help him. I ran out of my room bearing the pain. I went straight to the Alphaâs quaters, the guards tried to stop me but let me go when I told them the alpha had summoned me. I needed to see what was wrong with him because I believed that he was in danger. I have never been to Ivan room so I had a hard time trying to find it. I finally found the magnificent double doors and ran in with full speed to save him but met the biggest shock
âWho would have thought that my mate has been here in Crescent moon pack all this whileâ Rowan said with broad smiles. I havenât seen him this happy in years, the last time he smiled this way was when Katie opened her eatery. He was so happy because she was finally moving on from the past.âWhere is she now?â I asked himâI asked her to get her things ready to go back with usâ he said with a little trait of unhappiness âWhatâs wrong? She doesnât wanna come?â I asked âNo not that, she is fucking afraid of me broââOf us you mean? Iâm the one tagged the devil remember?â I told him âAnd Iâm the devilâs right hand manâ he said laughing âShe will come around man, Monna was so shaken up at first tooââYeah, I remember how quiet she was all through our way back to scarletââIt took for her to finally accept the freedom and luxury we gave herâ I said âSpeaking of Monna, how are you guys?â He suddenly asked âHmmn, I donât know man⊠things are crazyââWhat happened? Thought you guys talk