I'm shocked when Kai gives me his consent to fuck him. I didn’t think Dereck could convince him so easily. I honestly don’t know how to feel about that, but I can’t argue with the results. If it means I’m one step closer to having Kai accept me, then this sacrifice to share him is one I’ll make.I take the lube out of the drawers beside the bed and pour some on my fingers. I did not know how to make love to another man before, so I had to do a lot of research to find out how best to make Kai feel good. With this, his first time won’t be as painful as I feared. At least, that is my hope.His muffled moan when I loosen him up with my fingers tells me I’m doing something right.The more I get him used to the sensation of being played with there, the more his body responds in approval of my actions. The way he begins to buck his hips slowly is hypnotising to me. His moans fill my ears, which sends me deeper into my desires.
With Kai now so exhausted he fell asleep, it was time for me and Cedric to talk things out. I watch him get some wet towels to clean Kai up and then when he is done, I say, “you really seem to treat him well.”“Of course I do,” Cedric responds. He glances down at the sleeping alpha and then looks back at me. “He is my mate. It is the least I can do to make him feel good and pampered. I don’t want him to think this is nothing but a game to me.”I give a low, thoughtful hum. That is a fair point, but I don’t think he realises that without the truth, Kai will continue to assume that to be the case. And what’s worse is now he might assume the same of me. Or that I’ve betrayed him. Though I know I can talk him out of such thoughts so I’m not too worried.“Being destined mates and showing a lover how much you care are two very different
Once more, I am awake before Kai, but after last night, he probably won’t be leaving the bedroom anytime soon. I glance down the hall to where Dereck is and see no signs that he is awake either, though he could just be lying in bed, waiting for me to leave.It doesn’t matter too much, I won’t be gone long and I need to trust in my own judgements and let things be for now. If I keep mistrusting these two, then there isn’t any reason to expect them to trust me, either.As I head down the stairs, I walk towards the guest wing. If they’re awake, then they’ll be in the lounge somewhere. If they’re still asleep, then I’ll be around to catch them before anyone else. Either way, I know Dereck isn't wrong about sorting out any misunderstandings quickly. This whole mess started because Kai misunderstood my intentions towards him.With luck, I saw Caleb and his daughter already in the lounge. The only other person with them was an omega who must have just recently delivered them their morning co
Everything about last night has me thinking, ‘I can’t believe I did that!’From giving Dereck pleasure with my mouth to letting Cedric take my virginity from behind. Not to mention the fact that it was at the SAME Moon-Damed time! And worse, I enjoyed it all!I hold my head, eyes wide from the realisation that I’ve fallen so deep down into the pit of lust. I might never make it back out again at this rate. Worse, now Dereck knows just how much I like it when Cedric does those things to me.Though now I know for sure that he will not be angry at me for giving in to Cedric. He was the one who told me to do it. I just did what he told me to do. I still don’t know why, though. Is he being blackmailed? That isn’t likely. Cedric wouldn’t have let him anywhere near me sexually if that was the case.As I glance at the empty bed beside me, I can’t help but go over everything that happened last night. The moment I pus
The sense of relief I have as soon as I spot Dereck inside my bedroom and not Cedric is substantial. He seems to have just woken up and is still half-naked beside the bed. I blush heavily, recalling what happened last night, and turn around to give him some privacy.“S-sorry!” I quickly utter in order to not be rude. I probably should have knocked first, but oh well. I won’t get yelled at, but I don’t want to give the wrong impression of why I’m here either.“Don’t be,” Dereck chuckles in amusement, and I can hear him hastily moving over to me. The moment his arms wrap around me, I lean back, enjoying his warmth and the feel of comfort he gives me. As he places his lips to my neck, I hear him whisper, “good morning.”“M-morning,” I responded, still flustered, but happy that Dereck is still his normal self. I almost forget why I came here to begin with, until Dereck’s morning kiss conti
I’m so relieved that Dereck hasn’t betrayed me, and that if I change my mind, then he’ll get me out of here. Though now I’m wondering if this had never happened, would he have continued to plot an escape and drag me out until I admitted the truth?I suppose I’m glad it happened this way. Now I don’t have to give him any awkward reasons on why I don’t want to hurt Cedric or leave him. Though I still don’t understand why I feel this way at all. Dereck didn’t explain it to me, though I guess if I don’t know the answer, then how can I expect anyone else to understand it?I make my way downstairs in search of a certain alpha male. It doesn’t take much to locate him as the squeals of girls alert me to his location fairly easily. As I enter the hall, I can see they have started to clean up after last night’s party. However, whatever motivation to clean has since been swept away by the handsome alpha.
So many sets of eyes peer at me from around the room. It’s enough to make me feel rather subconscious. It’s as though they’re all judging me silently, wondering just what filth has stepped into their lives.I take a deep breath and ignore their looks. If I show any sign of weakness now, they’ll be on me like vultures over a dead animal. Rather than slink away with my tail between my legs, I stand straight and ask firmly, yet still politely, “where has Cedric gone? I needed to talk to him.”The group of omegas looks at one another, then back at me. At first, they whisper and giggle between themselves before pushing one in front of me. She doesn’t seem too impressed with her friends and scoffs at me before finally saying, “he had to go into his study for a meeting. You shouldn’t disturb him.”I roll my eyes and shake my head. “Thanks,” is all I mumble to her before storming off. Who knows what
Being pinned against the wall by my mate surprised me at first. I never thought he would ever get the best of me. Yet he manoeuvred out of my reach at just the right moment to turn the tables. Though this would be for all of a second, had I decided not to enjoy the moment.I’ll admit, this is more amusing than I thought it might be. He looks so serious about being more in command of things, and I’m not completely against that if it means he is finally being honest about what he wants from me.Still, I think I can push him a bit more until he can admit the truth, not just to himself, but to me. It often takes a bunch of teasing and probing to make him confess his feelings concerning pretty much anything. This time is likely no different.“So,” I say playfully. “What do you plan to do to me, now that you have me where you want?” I ask, smiling broadly, yet with a hint of charm.Kai’s face flushes a soft pink hue as