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CHAPTER FOURTY-THREE: Say Something
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Throwing those thoughts, I take a look at him again and I noticed that this time, his expression became serious. He stared at me for a moment, making us surrounds a silence. It seems he was reading me, if what was on my mind as his eyes were on me--meeting our eyes to each other. As I feel uncomfortable at this moment, I sighed and tried to chuckle. I was intent to open my mouth to continue what I will say also. Ugh! I don’t know but I feel awkward as he was in front of me. Maybe because I am not used to it and my androphobia is a bit attacking me. Yes, it is because just of what happened in my past--about what Kade did to me. But with Heaven’s case, I know this is just the first time that we’re in this situation. Particularly, there’s something that makes me feel a bit uneasy about what he will really say and his looks toward me. Ugh! I just don’t know. I always feel it every time I was with Heaven alone. And talking about him--I can’t deny that he is handsome. His black sleeves
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For a moment, I took a glass of wine and sipped it. “Anyway, did you too Adam already have time to talk with each other? I mean, you too are closed with each other?” I stopped sipping the wine when my ears become interested in hearing his words as he uttered them. I inhaled first before I let out a word. “Honestly, no. We're not...” he said straightforwardly. I noticed a glimpse of his smile plastered on his lips. He leaned his back on his seat and took a glass of wine, sipping it. “U-uh, okay..” I just said. Maybe I'll be looks like a detective if I keep asking about him and Adam, and he might be asking more for questioning him. That’s enough for me for now to know it. I shrugged. I just sipped my wine in my glass. “Lola, about what did you say to me…” he placed his glass on the table. He crossed his legs while his hands were still holding his wine. “Oh. Is it about my friends? Am I right?” making it clear to him. I smiled while putting down the glass to put my attention on him
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Adam Lopez I woke up to the rays of the sun hitting my face. The window was open, probably because I forgot to close it, allowing some air to come in because it can get hot sometimes and it might be uncomfortable tomorrow due to the surrounding atmosphere. I immediately got up upon remembering that it was Friday—a day when I planned to visit Tyler again because I promised him that I would take him out for a walk since he also wanted to go out with me. It's been weeks since I last visited him because of my consecutive work schedules, and I hardly had any time to fulfill his request, although he insisted on it because he wanted me to take him out. Regarding this matter, there's no problem since I talked to Mother Isabella and Mother Amy, who take care of and watch over them, and they're happy that someone visits Tyler from time to time because some of the children there, especially the orphans, are not content with just being there because they long for their parents or families. It'
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Lola ValderramaWe walked quietly and peacefully towards the bench by the bay walk. We were walking together, but neither of us spoke. Suddenly, I found myself sitting there, next to Adam, with Tyler seated on his left side.I felt like I had become mute, unsure of how to start a conversation with him. It was as if my tongue had become paralyzed, and my mind refused to function.Ugh! What's happening to me? I don't want this uncomfortable moment between us."So, why did you bring me here?" he asked, his voice deep and calm. His words caught me off guard.I glanced at him briefly as he continued speaking."I-I mean, why are you here alone? Don't you have friends? Aren't they with you?" I quickly averted my gaze from him as our eyes briefly met. I focused my attention on something else.Shocks! What's going on with me?!"U-uhm, I just accompanied Laurene here to buy a dress and stuff for the event this coming Sunday," I stuttered. I paused for a moment, then continued."Then suddenly, I
Submissive Desires CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE: Feelings
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