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Past (Relationship)
>>Hazel (9 years old)
The early part of my life was pretty normal. The most average and ordinary it could be, it was. Well, at least for me.
My father worked an office job while my mother was a house-wife. I also had a sister but she lived in the countryside with my grandparents. As a kid I couldn’t really understand why we both couldn’t live together with our parents and I often asked my mom about it.
The answer she gave me was short and precise, “Baby,” She would say, “Once your dad gets a better job Angela will move in with us.” For some reason, her answer was always the same.
Why did he have to get a better job for us to live together? I didn’t quite understand tha
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