Chapter 115: Hard Choices

NATHAN

I spent more time in the pack house.

It seemed everyone had had enough of me being absent, and after Lannon and I had that talk in my office a week ago, I'd had to reconsider the decision to stay far away from the pack house.

Even though each night I spent here, I still saw her in my sleep.

He had convinced me to spend time at the pack house, even if I didn't want to move back in.

He was right afterall, I was now deflecting from my duties as the Alpha of the pack and he wasn't the only one who had noticed.

I had left the pack in his care, but I was still the Alpha.

He'd done his best to make sure that things were running smoothly in the pack with assistance from Carolyn, Zelda and Ernouf. I hadn't even seen Ernouf and Carolyn in months, so when Lannon suggested I drop by more frequently than usual, I agreed.

I hadn't even realized I'd been this absent and detached from everything.

It was hell.

I was having a meeting with my board members and as it was, I was alread