I roll over and glance at the alarm clock on my bedside table, almost three in the morning. I'm slightly panting and incredibly sweaty. I haven't felt this good in a long time. I roll on to my other side and watch Emron as he catches his breath and disposes of his third condom in the past three hours. I feel sore but I love it and still curl up to him. He looks at me surprised but says nothing. I guess he must be aware I don't usually want to cuddle with anyone I sleep with. He is my first exception.
"Are you alright?" He asks brushing a strand of hair from my face.
"Yes. Are you?" He smiles at me and plants a soft kiss on my lips. I wrap my arms around his neck and press by breasts against his chest. His arm wraps around my waist and he pulls me closer. He breaks the kiss and I feel the urge to kiss him again.
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I stood in the clearing wearing a bath robe, waiting for Elstan it was almost sun set. Amelia and I had spent the day hiding my more valuable items like my moms Luna dress, some of my favorite jewelry that Elstan didn't know I owned and some photos. I was sure it would be for nothing and by the end of the day I would laugh at myself but something had just told me to do it. I had trained with Emron for a few hours and had taken a nap and eaten to make sure I was well rested and energized for this fight. I couldn't loose I had to win this because goddess only knows what would happen if I lost. I shuddered thinking about it. Elstan finally emerged from the pack house also in just a bathrobe. Images of him naked flashed through my head and I forced them to the back of my mind. A few of the pack warriors were here as well as Emron and Kyle since they were the Beta and Gamma of the pack. The smug ass hole elder was also here and had came to the clearing with Elstan. Els
"Kaydence?" I didn't look at Elstan. How could I? We had broken up right before summer vacation which was pretty typical at this rate with him despite the fact we lived not far from each other in the pack territory. Today was the end of our first week back at school and I was determined to just hurry up and get to the parking lot. I knew my mom was waiting for me so I focused on getting to her and getting away from him. I was so sick of the make up break up shit. I had decided on my sixteenth birthday I would never give back in to him. A part of me knew the only reason he was interested in me now was because I had developed over the summer and I wasn't going to fall for it. He grabbed hold of my wrist to try and get me to stop. I yanked it away and kept walking as quickly as I could. "Kaydence please you're being ridiculous just please talk to me." He said again reaching for my wrist and spinning me around to face him. I was so angry I wanted
When I woke I could hardly open my eyes, despite the darkness it felt like something was pounding away a at my temple as if it was a tiny drum. I kept my eyes shut tight but must have uttered a small moan unconsciously because I could hear something or someone moving near by. The room I was in was cold and smelt slightly musty. It finally registered in my brain. I had lost the match for the title of Alpha like I had a feeling I would and now I was in one of the holding cells that I had insisted be renovated once I became Alpha. I forced myself to slowly open my eyes and look around. I had been right. This was a holding cell but it was one of the smaller ones. It didn't surprise me that Elstan would put me here. After all i posed a threat to him. Something didn't seem right though and I thought back to the match. Something about his scent had seemed off and I couldn't figure out what. "Kaydence?" A
After three days I felt I was beginning to go mad. I wasn't sure if it had anything to do with the fact that I was kept in almost complete darkness or if it was due to me worrying about my pack and their safety. I knew Elstan wouldn't really hurt anyone, or at least I hoped not. Between that and the lack of food and sleep I was longing to be out of this cell. I decided the best thing I could do for my own survival and for the survival of my friends and my pack would be to give in to Elstan. I didn't want to because I still hated him deep down and I was still pretty convinced he had somehow cheated in our match but what other choice did I have? I just needed to submit long enough to find the evidence I needed that he had somehow cheated or regain my strength enough that I could challenge him or even kill him. I wasn't going to just submit completely. True to his word though Elstan had not come to see me a
I twisted from side to side in the mirror studying myself. The dark blue and gold dress twisted this way and that with my body. The bodice of it was tight enough that it clung to and accentuated my breasts in a lovely way. It loosened on my hips and flowed nicely down to my ankles. The pack crest nestled beautifully above my heart around the clasped shawl around my shoulders. Amelia had helped me curl and pin my hair up beautifully so that it looked similar to my mothers hair on her wedding day to my father. I felt the tears begin to form and suppressed the urge to cry again. I had been crying most of the day. Well most of the time really since my parents died. I tried to take deep breaths to steady myself and clear my mind before I undid all of Amelias hard work. She had worked so hard to make me look and feel beautiful for today. It had actually been three months since my parents had passed and despite the fact that majority of
It had been a week since Elstan had came. There wasn't much of a way to tell time in my cell but I heard a door opening somewhere and exchange of voices every eight hours. I figured it was guards changing posts. Plus once the sun went down I could feel Zariah getting stronger like she always did at night. It wasn't the best way to tell time but it was all I had. I hurt and ached everywhere from hunger and from the lack of being able to run around like I was used to. I had paced this cell so frequently since I had been locked up that I had worn out the socks I had been wearing. They were so full of holes that they did nothing to keep my feet warm. I had barely slept the entire time I had been here. Every time I felt like I was able to finally relax enough to sleep something woke me up. I just didn't know what. I could feel myself getting weaker every day and it drove me mad. I felt like I was about to loose what little sanity I clung to at an
I was startled out of my sleep by the sound of my cell opening. I was so groggy I couldn't even turn towards the door to see what was going on. About an hour or so after Elstan had left last night one of the guards, whom I didn't even recognize, had brought me some clean clothes that were way too big on me and some food. It had felt so good to eat again. A part of me believed my grogginess was due to finally having a full stomach after a week but even Zariah was quiet which was unusual. That alone made me believe that there may have been something in the food. It wasn't unusual to put stuff in prisoners food, mostly to suppress their wolf or make them weaker so that they couldn't escape. My father had used this tactic and pretty much every alpha before him as far as we had known had done it as well. I had been against it at first but after a break out incident shortly after I became alpha I had changed my mind. I tried not to think abou
"Would you relax" Amelia said sitting on my bed watching me pace back and forth. I looked over at her and smiled. Even in just in pjs I thought my best friend was truly beautiful. I was glad she was here with me. I couldn't shake the thought that Elstan should have been the one sitting there. "Sorry I'm just so nervous." I said sitting next to her. We were wearing matching pjs just like we always did when she spent the night. Though since she turned eighteen three months ago and found her mate we hadn't really hung out much outside of school. It hadn't really bothered me much at that point because I had still been dating Elstan. Now I was alone though. He had broken up with me a week ago. Amelia had done the best she could to be there for me. This was the first time we had any alone time together though. "I understand. It's almost midnight, almost your eighteenth birthday. I remember when I met Yevette