26: Lila

I want to believe Luke when he says he's pulling back because he wants to make sure I'm ready to be a permanent part of this life of his life.

"Luke, before I agree to accept you completely, can we talk about Ezra?"

"Of course," he responded readily.

"What do you think we should do?" I asked,, biting my lip, nervous about his response.

"Well, I know you just turned eighteen and probably haven't been thinking about kids and a family. So I'll leave the decision to you," he said, and this answer irritated me.

"No, that's not fair, Luke. I won't make a decision for you that changes your entire life. I will say, though, that I love Ezra already and feel fiercely protective of him if that isn't obvious." I said, rolling my eyes dramatically.

"I would want him to stay with me if you are ready for that. If not, I understand, but Ezra is amazing." I said truthfully, locking my eyes on Luke.

"Are you sure that's what you want, it's a lifetime commitment," He asked earnestly.

"I have babysat and