ALEXANDER After the alcohol left my system, I reacted to the idea that I had had Isabella around all this time, after I had stayed away from her that last time I only checked on her whereabouts after she got out of the hospital to make sure she was okay and the last I had heard from her was that she was living with her friend and still at the same college, after that I tried not to relate to anything to do with her, except the search for her bastard of a father and I had no idea she had moved here.What I didn't understand was, why, and more importantly, alone? I know her friend is here and because of the building she lives in it is impossible for her to be renting it or own it.I know there's nothing going on with him on her side, but that doesn't mean he doesn't want something more even though he has a girlfriend, so I just can't help the jealousy starting to eat away at me because of that.Plus I was so grateful to her for caring about me after all, she's definitely an angel and s
ISABELLA Seeing so much suffering and regret in Alexander's eyes for what happened to me hurt me a lot, I could not believe how much he blamed himself for that and how much he had suffered for that day too, he was tormented.I am too, but at the same time being free from my father's reach helped me to leave all that behind and that was wonderful, before that I lived in fear every day and I don't feel that way anymore, I just want him to be caught so we can all be at peace and have the guarantee that he won't continue hurting other people.What Alexander feels is deeper, I don't even know if by catching my dad I can be at peace, I wish he wouldn't feel that way because it's not his fault, what happened that day had nothing to do with him.The only thing he was guilty of that day was breaking my heart by approaching me seeking revenge that he never collected, but him approaching me for that reason no longer allows me to trust him again to have a relationship, even though I still love h
ALEXANDER Today I had woken up in the wee hours of the morning with the horrible nightmare about that day, I am immensely grateful to Isabella for not blaming me for what happened but I can't let it go, not when those images haunt me.In many of my nights that day is replayed, filling me with fear for seeing her like that, replaying the same terror I experienced thinking she might be dead, the same guilt for allowing her to be harmed like that, for not being able to protect her from either my sister or her father.Every time I dream of that damn day I wake up sweating, my heart pounding and trying to remember that she is okay, that this is part of the past, wanting to make sure she is really okay and needing to see her.Then I have to calm my anxiety to see her, so as not to disturb her life and much less tell her what is happening to me, I hoped that at least by imprisoning the main cause these nightmares could be lessened.But that bastard is still free, this has me in a constant s
ISABELLA Yesterday I was really tired, the bar had been full of people all night and I hadn't had a second to rest and I ended up falling asleep in Alexander's car while he was driving me home and now I can't even remember how I got to the apartment, but I have like little flashbacks that I hope are not true and are just a figment of my imagination because if they are I would die of embarrassment with Alexander.I am supposed to want him away and what I did was to get closer to him if what I remember is true, with what face would I tell him to stay away? When I was the one who wanted to stay in his arms myself.The bar today was again overcrowded with people and I was also super exhausted, thank the creator that there was only half an hour left to finish my shift or I would end up fainting in the middle of the aisles, I felt that my body could not take any more."Blonde" I call a typical self-centered rich guy, who because he has money thinks I will be at his feet.I had already seen
ISABELLA Alexander accompanied me to the manager without saying anything else but I could tell he was still furious and I was still nervous about what happened, but it had upset him greatly and he was using his self-control not to explode in anger against the other idiots.Today I wasn't going to let him take me, but seeing him in that state I didn't want to argue with him and decided to let him do it, he was very tense because of the situation, I didn't want him to get more stressed.Already when we were in the car was that finally Alexander decided to break the silence, but only to tell me something that would not please me."Isa you can't keep working in that place.""I need this job and I'm not going to quit." I replied immediately, even though what happened had scared me, I couldn't quit, I needed that job very much so I could go ahead with my plans."Isa you saw what happened today, you're always going to be exposed to situations like that, many drunk men don't control themselve
ALEXANDER Finding Isabella being harassed by that guy almost drove me crazy, seeing his filthy hands on her almost made me tear his head off, I wanted to kill him, I wanted to beat him until it was engraved in his mind that he should never do something similar, I wanted to break each one of his fingers just for holding her and I only managed to restrain myself because I had Isabella close and I didn't want to scare her, I think she wouldn't be ok seeing so much violence after what her dad did to her.But I could not bear to see her go through a similar situation, full of fear of being harassed by an idiot and in a bar it was very likely that these situations would be repeated, she could not continue in this job, I was still full of rage for what happened.So here I was trying to convince her to agree to resign and at the same time expressing my need to get back to her, hoping that she would give me a new chance.Having her face between my hands, feeling her soft skin and being able t
ISABELLA Alexander began to gently caress my folds while he kept kissing my breasts and pushed aside my panties to insert a finger in me and I gasped as I felt the intrusion.He pulled away from my breasts and looked at me with his gray eyes shining with desire and grabbed me with one hand by the nape of my neck to give me a hard kiss, I was already lost in excitement, I had missed too much being between his strong spleens and feeling his caresses.He began to move his finger inside me touching my sweet spot, making my need for him grow, I could no longer control my moans or my body."How beautiful you are" Alexander whispered without stopping moving his finger and biting my nipple over my clothes making me gasp.I was about to reach my orgasm, I just needed a little more when Alexander stopped and pulled his finger out of me, leaving me confused and needy." Why?" I asked frowning annoyed that he would leave me like this and he looked at me with a mischievous smile."Because I want
ALEXANDER I stayed hugging Isabella until she fell asleep, it was fucking wonderful to have her in my arms again after making love to her, after having explored her body proclaiming her mine and I knew I didn't deserve her but I was delighted to have her with me and I was willing to do anything to keep it that way.My love for her was too great but also very selfish, I wanted her for me in spite of everything, I had already tried to let her go, but when she reappeared in my life I simply did not want to let her go, I could not, this was stronger than any reasoning, but this time I would do everything in my power so that she would always be well, happy and trust me again without fear of getting hurt.The last thing I wanted to do was to hurt her, she deserved all the happiness in this world and that's what I wanted to dedicate my life to, to make her happy, so I could see that beautiful smile every fucking day of my life.An angel as beautiful as her in the arms of a demon like me, I