Lawrence's P.O.VI can't focus on anything. It's been 5months and 11 days, yes, I've been counting.She still hasn't woken up and I'm not sure how I feel but I can assure you, they aren't good feelings. My greatest regret is that, I couldn't get a hold of the Rainers, most especially Vincent but I swear I will, no matter what it takes. The doctors have told me to take her off life support as she's experiencing a lot of pain. I would've consented to them taking it off cause as I wouldn't want to cause her more pain.The day the doctor told me this, I secluded myself away from everyone in order to think clearly. I would literally lose my mind if she dies. I mean, I didn't even get to tell her how much I love her, I couldn't take good care of her, I put her in so much danger. Would I ever be able to move on?.That same night, I dreamt about her ; Trina Trina! Wait please!". I shouted at the top of my lungs as I spotted her running towards the darker part of the tunnel. "I can't stop
Trina's P.O.V What I saw when I woke up made my heart flutter, it was Lawrence holding me and patting my head with a smile on his face, and I held him tighter knowing that he'd been awake for hours watching me as I slept but the action caused me to gasp from pain, making him jump with a scared expression on his face."I'm sorry, did I hurt you ?". He asked, looking at my face for any sign pain in my expression or eyes but I put a mask on because the pain I feel right now and since I woke up the first time is horrible. But I won't say that cause he'll blame himself and I don't want that."I'm fine, I'm fine. You didn't hurt me".I hurriedly replied and smiled to assure him, and then he physically relaxed. He continued patting my hair as we were seated looking at me with a warm smile playing on his inviting lips."Trina, I want hold you, I want you kiss you, I want you close to me. Call me cringe but I almost lost my mind when you were unconscious. I couldn't sleep properly, I could
Yes, the doctor said I should take it easy, but Lawrence is taking it too far. He's been carrying me everywhere literally.I know he's been caring and all but it's overwhelming. Sometimes he'll peck me on the lips and in his eyes and rapid breathing, I can see that he wants more. One time, he kissed me and advanced a little and I was so happy that he was stopped restraining himself but my happiness was cut short as he stopped in between laying hot kisses on my neck.I wanted to scream for him to continue but I held myself back as I knew I was not fully healed.I am now though, but he still treats me like a glass that would shatter at any moment and if there's one feeling I hate it's being over dependent on someone.I'm not angry, I just want more."Lawrence it's me. Open up". I heard a female voice from the other side of the door so I go ahead and open it revealing his mom and another really pretty lady."Good day ma'am, but Lawrence is not home". I smiled at her despite her deep frow
"Wanna know something?" Lawrence asks me, looking all smiley with his eyes not focused on me. It looked like he was reminiscing about something."Yeah, what is it?". I asked, suddenly very curious due to his facial expression. "I've loved you for a long time now, can't actually say when or how. I knew when I found out that I was conscious of everything you do and found them all beautiful. From the way you walk around the mirror when dressed up, to the way you smile when you see chocolates. I love it when you scrunch up your nose at the smell of sour food, when you pull your hair after claiming to look bad in every hairstyle. I love it the most when I watch you wake up". He smiled and looked back at me with his eyes gleaming brightly.He looked really happy but I was wondering how anyone would like to see me immediately after I wake up.I mean I always look like a ghost. He's being sarcastic, right?I asked myself as I looked back at him but all I see is seriousness but with a smile
Lawrence's P.O.VThat bastard had the nerve to try to hurt my Trina in my house. I heard her voice quiver and although it sounded firm,I know my baby and I heard fear.He won't be able to lift a finger when I'm done with him.How dare he?."I should've never left you alone". I whisper as I hug her tighter, and kiss her on the forehead. I wouldn't be able to take it if anything happens to her again.I still can't forgive myself for what happened to her. She's said it a million times, that it wasn't my fault but I still can't get over the fact that if she wasn't with me, she wouldn't have nearly lost her life.I was still deep in thoughts when I heard her; "Hey". She whispered looking up at me, and smiled."It's not your fault, I don't want you thinking that any part of this was your fault". She said looking at me right in the eyes, like she knew what I was thinking, I like it when she does that but it's getting too accurate. It's like she can tell my every move before I make it.I l
"Yes". She replied with the perfect word and every self restraint I had left was swept away immediately. "Take it off". I demanded, referring to her jeans, she understood immediately and reached for the button but I stopped her.I suddenly had the urge to do it myself, so I place a finger around the waist band of the jeans and lightly stroke her skin and the slight shiver I got in return made me smile.She's so responsive, just how I remember.I stop my mild tease, and pop the button, then making my way to her zip and all these I'm doing very slowly.Painfully slowI can already sense her impatience although she hasn't voiced it yet.Then, I pull down her jeans only to reveal lacy blue panties. Damn! That color though.She can't be wearing this coincidentally, cause damnIt's like she knows that it's my favorite.I don't comment on it though but the little groan that escaped my lips before I could stop them already indicated my satisfaction on seeing it.She stepped out of her jeans
Lawrence's POVThinking about the guy that came to look for Trina has my hair sticking up as something definitely doesn't add up. She has been with me secretly without the knowledge of anyone except my family which was actually a mistake as i didn't want anyone but the guards to know where she was as there have been attacks towards her by the Richardson family. I can't loose anyone to them again NEVER."hey, where have you been?". Trina asks as she enters my office in the house. i can't quite put my finger on it but she looks really pretty tonight. I mean she looks pretty everyday but she looks more beautiful and i'm here oogling her to know why."you're beautiful baby". I smile standing up to kiss her on the forehead."Notice anything different?". she asks batting her eyes and its asolutely adorable but i'm in a serious mode right now. i've been slacking and that's why all the extra drama that has happened ocurred. "Can you just tell me?". I said with my tone snappy, damn i didn't
Trina's POVI don't think telling him is a good idea.Actually, I didn't just come out for air, I was chased.I'm pretty sure you're a bit confused so let me go back *flashback*I tried to lift up his spirits a bit since I noticed how gloomy he's been for a few days but then it all blew up in my face.It was already a bit cringe to play dress up and act extra cute but all my efforts just went down the drain.I understand that he's busy but couldn't he tell me off gently?It's okay though.I said to myself as I headed back to my room, once I got in, I just went straight for the bathroom, changing my outfit to a regular one (a Jean and t-shirt)After removing my makeup and washing up my face, I picked up a sound from the other side of the door and immediately, I went so stiff that I was barely breathing.I know it may be me just being paranoid but right now I couldn't help it, with the recent events, you can't blame me either, Slowly and quietly, I walk towards the door, just to check