SelinaI had told Ernest so many times that I am no virgin, but he was too enamored with the idea of just having us as his wife or at least, he was choosing to ignore me. I didn’t push the issue, anymore, the insult to his ego might have catastrophic consequences for Agnes, me and my son.He might kill us, if only to save face.But for what I am sure about, I had never been in the presence of a man before even though I can’t remember how it happened back then.I couldn’t even remember them not when his mouth consumed me, stealing not only my breath but what felt like my entire life force.I had been on top of him, but somehow, in the passion of the moment, I found myself pinned beneath him on the cold, thin carpet of the office floor, my hands splayed above my head. His kiss grew harder, more determined, his eyes half-closed as his breaths became heavier on my face. My heart pounded so furiously, I could feel it in my throat.What had changed? He had been so determined not to touch me,
My actions took him by surprise, and he fell into the wall as I crashed into him, my lips finding the small of his throat, licking out to taste his Adam’s apple.“STOP!”The thunder in his single word froze me on the spot, and my arms fell to my side.He was serious.“We can’t do this,” he muttered, running a hand through his hair before he again avoided my confused stare. “It was a mistake.”And just like that, my security crumbled again, the world falling down around me. I wrapped my arms protectively around my naked body. I felt rejected , I felt I was never going to know my past.JEFFSelina’s pain might as well have been mine. Her perplexity was obvious, naked, and shattering. Those big, damn eyes locked on me, demanding an explanation I still couldn’t give her.Even though I’d fucked it all up already. I’d gone too far, hadn’t I? It was already too late.“What are you talking about?” she demanded, the uncertainty on her face breaking my heart.She was waiting for me to crack a s
“I’ll be right back,” I snarled, turning away.I hoped that a few minutes alone would give her the time she needed to clear her thoughts and calm down. Maybe I should tell her about the curse and the reality of why I couldn’t involve myself with her and her sister.Bring back tonight’s pay, too!” Selina yelled after me. “I’m not coming back.”I whipped back around to look at her.“You didn’t do anything tonight.”She scoffed.“I came here, didn’t I? It’s not my fault if you didn’t let me work.”The anger was laced with hurt, but I swallowed again and nodded.“You know, you’re no better than Ernest, Jeff.”I reeled around, stunned and infuriated by the comparison.“What?!”“You say you will help me one second and then redact it the next. You say that we can’t do…” She motioned between us. “Whatever this is, and then you go down on me until I scream,” she muttered, blinking furiously. “At least Ernest is upfront with what he wants from us. He’s made his intentions clear.”I inhaled shar
No, I had enough dragons to slay without bringing more into my world.“Is that enough?” he asked, his tone even and tender. “Or were you expecting more?”I said nothing, tucking the money into my back pocket as I turned away. The ringing in the room was starting to grind on my nerves.“There are messages for you,” I mumbled, reaching for the door.I half-expected him to grab my arm, to make some effort to stop me, but he didn’t. Instead, he dug his hands deep into his own pockets, like he was deliberately trying to stop himself from physically touching me again. He smelled of soap as I drifted past him, and I realized he’d washed me off him. The understanding made my heart sink more.He's already trying to forget about what happened between us. I’ll make this easier on him.Doing my best to keep my head up, I sailed out of the basement office.“Thanks for the opportunity,” I barely managed to crack.“Selina…”I hesitated, but didn’t turn around.“You don’t have to leave like this. You
Virgil carefully avoided me when I entered the office, although I caught her sneaking me sidelong looks.“If you have something to say, say it,” I barked at her.“Did you touch that girl?” she demanded bluntly.I wished I hadn’t given her the opening to ask.“What?”“You heard me, Jeff.”“You have no right to question me about my personal life.”“Oh, gods,” Virgil moaned worriedly. “How far did you go with her?”I fixed my eyes on the computer, pretending her words didn’t drive into me with every syllable.“Nothing will happen,” I told her flatly. “That curse is outdated, and who knows the virtue of its validity?”Virgil scoffed loudly, folding her arms over her chest.“Are you denying that Gabriel was a powerful fae in his own right? That he had magic that could destroy your empire?”“If he wanted my empire to fall, why didn’t he just do it?”“Because he wanted to leave something for his own bloodline!” Virgil fired back. “You were partners, in case you’ve forgotten.”I tilted my hea
“More people?” I echoed, wondering how many had fallen already.He nodded somberly. “Please. Let me do my job. You need to do yours now and lead.”Without a choice in the matter, I backed away, the screams of terror flooding my ears as I ushered my terrified guests out of the casino, confusion overwhelming me.A bomb. In my casino.This was all because of what I’d done with Selina. It was the only explanation, I was sure. How could I have been so damn careless?It was too late now for regret. Now I had to clean up the mess that I had made.SELINAI watched my son improve day by day. The morning after I quit working for Jeff, Agnes sat up for more than an hour in bed and took a few steps with my assistance around the room. The second day, he was strong enough to let me take him outside while Anna was also ready for the escape.“You have to be able to reach the gate and climb it,” I whispered to both of them as we walked arm-in-arm with Anna “I have a little money. We can run.”She star
“You never did end up telling me Why you stop working,did he chase you away”She asked as we lay on the bed together.I blushed, the feel of Jeff on my skin was still too much for me to forget. Every night, when I tried to sleep, I closed my eyes and saw him there, behind my lids, his eyes blazing with passion as he took me to heights I’d never again see. I liked to think I was over the hump of forgetting him, but Agnes’s words showed me that I was nowhere near that place.“You don’t need to trouble yourself with what I’ve been up to.”Agnes snickered lightly. “I’m living vicariously through you. It’s no trouble at all.”I grinned and snuggled back against hers.“I stopped working for Jeff due to some misunderstanding.Misunderstanding? You should have stayed back and settle whatever differences you have with him.I looked away, thinking of the generous cash payment still sitting hidden under our shared mattress.“I’m really attracted to him.” I blurted it out so fast, I didn’t even ha
“I know.”“Do you?”“What do you want from me, Virgil? The girl is gone. She’s clearly not coming back. Why are you beating that dead horse?”“You’re the one sending our guards after her.”My teeth cracked. “I didn’t send anyone after anyone,” I corrected her. “I just want to make sure she wasn’t caught.”“And what if she was?” Virgil barked with uncharacteristic anger. “Are you going to swoop into the compound and save her? Throw away the rest of your empire now?”My jaw dropped at her tone. Never had she spoken to me like that.“Nothing else has happened since the fire,” I offered awkwardly.Virgil’s eyes blazed indignantly. “Not yet.”“If something else were going to occur, it would have by now,” I said with too much confidence.I wondered if I wasn’t cursing myself further by saying those words, but I also understood the magic behind it well enough to know I wasn’t speaking from an uneducated place. If I had, in fact, opened the floodgates, one casino down would be the least of my