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Chapter Thirty One
CADEN'S POV
She feels so small in my arms, her soft curves molding perfectly to my hard muscles and nothing have ever felt so right, so perfect.
Holding her dosen't scare me, dosen't bring back horrid memories, if anything, it does the opposite.
It brings me peace and solitude and a calming level of oblivion I've never dreamed of having.
And her sweet honeysuckle and vanilla scent, fuck, I could smell that all day and still want more.
It's intoxicating, it's Jade.
God, I want to kiss her more than I want my next breath, but I don't want her to feel like I'm taking advantage of the situation here, I don't want to scare her off.
I've been doing a sad job of that this past week though, kissing her and getting scared that I like it too much for my own good and running for the hills, I could see it taking its toll on her.
Funny how I never consider anyone's feelings except mine these days, yet here I am.
She makes me wa
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THE BAD BOY'S GOOD GIRL Chapter Thirty Three
CADEN'S POVIt hurt something inside of me, seeing her like that, scared to the bones, unsure of herself and looking like she was expecting something to jump out of her locker and attack her.In that instant all I'd been able to think about was how much I've failed her, both as her best friend and as the guy who's loosing every bit and piece of himself to her.Sappy, I know, but it had been exactly how I'd felt in the moment.I can understand how she'd felt then, that feeling of dread that keeps you rooted to a spot and frozen is a feeling I know too well, one I'd had to deal with a lot of times myself.But the difference is, she dosen't deserve this, she's too fragile to be dealing with shit like this and thinking about it only makes me wish I can nab the bastard behind all of her problems as soon as possible and deal with their fuck up already.This whole shit is taking much longer than I'd given it credit for initially and honestly, it's
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JADE'S POVChes and I spent the most of the day making plans of how to make the most of the trip that had just been announced and how to ensure we enjoy every bit of it.We are not really the outdoorsy duo but this is the one time in the year we can be persuaded to try.And if course we plan to have the best time of our life while at it because this only happens once in the year and this is going to be our second to last.But while the euphoria of knowing I get to be away from Amber and her troubles for a whole week lasted, I'm not sure exactly how to deal with knowing I'd be stuck with both Matt and Caden and Lizzy, the girlfriend I'd let myself forget about.This past week, I'd let myself alienate everything about her and the relationship she has with Caden, choosing instead to be living in my own fantasy where it's just the both of us, cocooned.I know that was stupid of me because ignoring it dosen't make it go away, but for once since b
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JADE'S POVI spill my gut to Ches as soon as I find her, telling her everything that had just happened between Lizzy and I and how I didn't feel good about any of it, one bit.She took her time calming me down and talking me out of my fear frenzy, because despite my brave front with Lizzy, I was anything but brave on the inside.I'm still scared shitless of what might or might not happen after this, especially since I'd driven her to the brink of madness by standing up to her and responding to her in the way and manner that I did.Maybe I shouldn't have, for my own safety, really."You know you should tell this to Caden and Matt, right? They'd know what to do with this information more than the both of us since they are all in the same class and she's infact Caden's girlfriend. He can keep an eye on her to see if she's up to anything."As always, Ches is right, and the reminder that there something going on between Caden and Lizzy only
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JADE'S POV"I ended things with Lizzy and she's not taking it well. I know how she can get and that's why I I was worried sick after I got your text."Those words had been the last thing I'd been expecting to hear from Caden when he'd showed in the class up with Matt yesterday, and no matter how hard I'd tried not to be excited by the news, I couldn't help the feeling of blooming hope that had surge through my entire being.He didn't say what his reasons were or what had happened between them to have caused their break up, but the little, hopeless simp inside me couldn't help imagining it had something to do with "us".Maybe, just maybe, he also feels whatever this feeling is brewing between us, maybe he could feel the heat of the inferno we ignite every time that we are together.Well, that's my wishful thinking because he didn't say anything to that effect.It wasn't helping that his words had taken permanent residence in my head and
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JADE'S POVThe ride to the hotel is oddly quiet and I guess it has a lot to do with the fact that I'm still self conscious about my dressing.Asides his initial comment, he hasn't said any other thing about it though, but I can't seem to get over the fact that he'd noticed.I kinda wish I'd taken a moment back there to change before running down, I don't want to look like I'm trying too much to make him fall for me too even though it'd been what I'd unconsciously been doing.I rest my head on my folded hands, watching the scenery sweeping past us as he drove."You didn't say why Ches couldn't show up though." I said out of nowhere, suddenly remembering he'd ignored my question and had said something else.He takes a glance in my direction, before turning back to the road."Do you hate it that much? Me picking you up instead?" He asks, not answering my question still.I turn away from the window and look at him instead.I
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CADEN'S POV Halfway through unpacking her stuff, that was when she gave up and fell asleep right in the middle of the mess she'd made on the bed. It was just like Jade to fall asleep in the middle of a task you know, but nothing has ever looked more cute and adorable than she did lying there, finally relaxed for once. I'd taken the time to clear out most of the clothes scattered across her bed and throw them back into her box to make more space on the bed to enable her get more comfortable and sleep better. That was like thirty minutes ago though and currently I'm alone at the hotel's lounge having a drink while waiting for the rest of the class to get here and get settled in. Without asking for my permission, my mind somehow finds it way to the one person we've been trying not to think about. Yeah, you got it right. It's been doing that a lot lately and honestly I'm not exactly sure how to deal with that or how
THE BAD BOY'S GOOD GIRL Chapter Thirty Nine
JADE'S POV I woke up to an empty room that's in no way mine, disoriented and scared for a minute there, but that's until the memories of today came rushing back to me. Caden, the long, hours long trip to here, the hotel and then this room he'd somehow gotten for himself. My eyes dart around the room, finally coming to rest on the bed and I'm surprised the clothes that I'd thrown all across the bed before giving up and falling asleep had somehow managed to find their way into my box while the bed laid bare except for me, of course. I stretch out my limbs, still tired out even after the sleep I'd just woken from. How long did that last anyways? Getting off the bed, I get out of my own half of the room, going into the main suite to look him, not liking the greeting silence for even one bit. And just like I feared, he's nowhere
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