EPISODE FIVE
"Mum,I'm so sorry,I shouldn't have..."
"Christ. Stop blaming yourself for what you didn't cause,He will calm down sooner or later."She smiled softly at me.
I walked to the smashed picture and knelt beside it.
I tried using my hands to pack it but she grabbed them immediately.
"You will ruin your pretty hands,The maids will do it for me,Just leave it and go."She scolded.
"I'm sorry,I just.."
"Go now before he gets mad,No one can survive Stefano's anger."
"Oh,I will leave now"I bowed respectfully before walking out of the house.
The rain was heavier than I thought.
Stefano was already in the car which is a little bit far from the entrance.
I catch cold easily when I walk under the rain but I have no choice.
After taking a short prayer,I ran into the heavy rain.
The rain drenched me before I got into the car. The driver opened the door from the inside for me,I entered the car almost bumping my head On Stefano's chest who was just getting up to adjust his seat.
"I'm sorry"
No reply.
He plugged his earphones,The driver ignited the car to life and drove out of the compound.
"Stefano"I called softly during the ride but he couldn't hear me because of the stuff in his ears.
I tapped him this time around,He shot me a stare before taking them off.
"I'm sorry for what happened earlier,I shouldn't have given you the towel,I..."
"The last thing I want to hear right is your voice or your presence,I don't want you to talk to me,Shut the fuck up."
"You really need to loosen up a bit and stop treating me like I'm some piece of trash."I protested,He scoffed before turning to me properly this time around.
"Piece of trash? How are you of any difference from trash?you even gave up on your career because of that fuck you called a father."
"Is that the reason why you're being cold to me?"
"Every fucking thing about you irks me so much that I don't want to see you anywhere I am,Don't you understand at all?You're just a liability for me."
"My brother liked my father the most,Even if he wasn't always around for me. He made sure my brother never lacked anything. Why should I give him the joy of the childhood I never had?"
"And that's why you accepted the marriage?To live with someone like me?"
"It was my fault that I dragged you into this,I shouldn't have,I ought to have looked for another means to bail my father out,I..."
"It's of no use again"
"Stefano, please,I.."
"Stop talking,I don't want to hear you talk for the rest of the ride"He warned.
I kept my mouth shut immediately and faced the window,shivering terribly.
Cold tears ran down my cheeks,I pressed my lips together to stop the whimpering.
I shouldn't have sacrificed myself for this,My father even disowned me and my estranged husband isn't taking it easy on me too.
Why do I have to be like this?
How did I put myself in this mess?
The driver stared at me from the front mirror and took his eyes away the moment I caught on.
I cleaned my tears immediately.
The cold clothes gummed my skin, making me shiver.
The ride is a long one. His house isn't located in the busy streets.
He built it in a very quiet area with few houses around and I don't think people live there.
The driver drove the car the moment the gate opened automatically.
A gasp left my mouth the moment we entered.
I'm not exaggerating but Stefano's house is a heaven.
His house is far better than his mom's.
It was built like the ancient ones,the expensive bulbs changing light at intervals,glowing on the beautiful flowers outside.
There is another section for his cars,They were about six.
I noticed the cars behind us earlier didn't follow us to his house.
Only Luca's car which was behind us.
"You can go home now,I booked a ride for you."He muttered simply to the driver before stepping down the car.
The rain has stopped already but it's still very cold.
Luca dropped off the car and wheeled my bag to where I am.
"Are you okay? You're shivering"He asked in concern and tried touching me but I moved away, nervously.
Which I regretted. I shouldn't have rebuffed him.
"I'm sorry,I thought you would get more cold if you touched me."I lied.
The truth is that I don't want him to touch him because of Stefano. He is still with us.
"No,it's fine,Here's your bag,I'm sorry for the gadgets,If you want me to buy new ones for you,I will."He offered politely.
"No,It's fine,I will get another one myself"I mumbled.
I literally don't have any dime on me again because I transferred everything to Mom for Josh upkeep.
I hoped I will be able to get a new one soon so mom won't worry about me.
"I will leave now,Make sure you take care of yourself"He waved at me with a smile lingering on his face.
I bowed slightly before walking to the entrance of the house,I was walking like I'm on eggshells.
Everything is just so delicate and beautiful too.
I waited in front of the door for Stefano to open the door for me.
STEFANO'S
"You don't really have to do anything today,Right?"Luca asked suspiciously.
I scoffed before pulling my wet hair back.
"I'm not fucking attracted to her,I will never be,Don't make me mad"
"Stefano,It's gradual,You don't have to rush it."
"I'm not a 'gradual' person and you know that,I'm not planning to keep her for long."
"Ste..."
"Mom is mad at me right now because of her,I don't know why she's acting like she cares about me."
"I'm setting up the meeting tomorrow with Chad,Don't mess him up again."He warned strictly this time around.
"That fucking bastard,I wondered how he's still alive,I should have shot his balls off."
"He's your Uncle,And he needs your help."
"I almost died years ago,He backed off me because he didn't want to get into trouble. Don't tell me what to do about him,I will kill him myself if I can."I spat angrily and slammed the car keys on his chest.
"Dude. Are you not taking the car out again?"
"I'm taking this."I kicked the tyre of the black jeep beside me before walking away from him.
Surprisingly,Hazel was still outside shivering in the cold.
Her small wet dress gummed to her body revealing her cleavages.
"What are you doing here?"I asked, walking past her.
"I was waiting for you,I can't open the door."
"The door isn't always locked,you didn't make an attempt to."I huffed and pushed the door inside.
The bright light of the living room hit my eyes immediately,I turned back to Luca who was just about to get into his car and yelled at him.
"You didn't turn off the light?You bastard!"I cursed angrily.
He covered his mouth in shock knowing he messed up already. Idiot.
"I'm sorry, dude"He apologized in a rushed tone. He slipped into his car and zoomed off immediately.
"Fool"I cursed angrily.
Hazel wasn't scared of me,She stared at me in an amused manner watching the way I talk to Luca casually.
She entered the house after taking off her cheap shoes at the entrance.
She tried wheeling her bag inside but it was heavy.
She struggled and after a few attempts,she turned to him.
Shit.
I took a deep breath and bent to the small stairs at the entrance.
Our body was touching due to the close range,I dragged the bag up at one go and finally moved away from her.
Christ. What's that?
"Thank you,"She mumbled.
I started pulling the buttons on my shirt without answering her while she continued watching me.
Her eyes widened the moment I took off my shirts revealing the tattoo on my chest.
She turned away from me swiftly.
"Go upstairs,Your room is the second one on the left."
"Okay,thank you."She mumbled before walking upstairs.
EPISODE SIXHAZELMy heart almost left my chest the moment he was taking off his shirt,I thought we were having sex.But how will you be having sex with someone you're not in love with?I hope he won't continue his wayward lifestyle now that we are married.And if he continues,Who am I to argue with him?"Go to your room"He described the room to me which made me wonder if we won't be using the same room."Are we not using the same room?"I blurted.The word really slipped out of my mouth.Geez,I wished I could control my intrusive thoughts sometimes.He turned to me sharply in amusement and walked closer to me."In the same room?As we are what?""I'm sorry,I shouldn't have asked,"I said briefly and dragged my bag slowly behind me.I could feel his eyes on me as I walked to the stairs.Thank God he didn't try picking up an argument again.He was really pissed off when he's with his mom and I don't blame him.He's just mad and angry because of the whole arrangement.I got to the room and
EPISODE SEVENI wished I didn't set the alarm. It rang so loudly that I switched off in anger with my head still buried in the sheets.I feel like sleeping more.I sighed tiredly before getting up on the bed,I washed my face with the cleanser in the bathroom.This is my first morning as a married woman which seems kind of weird to me.I hope Stefano won't reject the meals I make,I hope he won't reject his favorite coffee because his Mom told him he only drinks her coffee.I hope...Stupid.I think I'm getting worried about this whole thing.I should just do what I want to do without trying to impress him.I wore a baggy jogger top on my because it was still cold as hell.After making sure I tied my hair properly,I walked out of the room but my eyes caught something on the wall.The heater is turned on.Huh. Who turned it on?I thought it was switched off yesterday?Or..Nah,I probably thought it was off.I located the kitchen easily. It is very spacious.Almost the size of our house
EPISODE EIGHTSuch a jerk!I can't believe he couldn't appreciate my efforts.Why is he so grumpy and rude?Gosh,I just couldn't understand why he's acting this way.I sighed softly before walking back to the kitchen to take breakfast.STEFANO Luca was already in the office before me,I don't come to the building,I don't like table work,I preferred going out the field to get my shits done.Luca is busy flipping through the pages of the documents."What are you doing?"I asked, slamming the door shut behind me.He almost freaked out,I chuckled before walking towards my seat."Christ. You got me!"He exclaimed.He dropped the documents tiredly."What are you looking for?"I asked without sparing the files on the table at a glance."I didn't know where we kept the contract with Baron,It's so exhausting looking for it.""You must find it,I'm sure you know how cunning Baron is?"I questioned picking interest in it.He nodded, scratching his head with the black fancy pen.His eyes glinted imme
EPISODE NINE"Your mom's place?Why should I go to her place?"I asked in shock, standing up on my feet.He pushed his long hair back frustratingly,His eyes roamed around the living room as if he's avoiding my gaze."I'm traveling. You shouldn't be here alone. Go to her place for the meantime and maybe,continue living with her."Okay. He's lying.Stefano isn't going anywhere,He's not telling me the truth. His voice isn't portraying the message. Neither his actions."We are married. Stefano. We should be doing what couples do,I...I know I'm unattractive and all that but you really don't have to treat me this way.""Unattractive?That sounds like you just said what I've been trying to say since."He mocked.My eyes were laced with tears,again. Damn. I really don't want to cry.His words keep getting to me every time,it's so unfair."You said marital duties?Like having sex?Jesus Christ. I must really be a joke to you. You think I would want to have anything to do with you? I'm not fucking at
EPISODE TENSTEFANO.I scrolled through my phone as I strolled into the company.Nothing interesting. Just the cops daily brouhahas and the celebrities.Luca managed to keep me mysterious from the public to avoid controversies. I'm grateful for that."Look who's coming to the office regularly these days."Luca teases. He grabbed the phone from my hand and stuff it with a stack of documents instead."You got through him already?"I asked, scrolling through the papers not understanding a damn about it.Fuck. I really need to start taking office ethics classes."He's not replying. I'm sure the fucker is somewhere looking for a puppy to pull some strings for him first.""Tell Marcos to keep tabs on him,His activities and everything.""Marcos went for vacation"He says.Vacation?That rascal takes breaks?"And who gave him the permission to go for a vacation?"I yell.I attracted the other workers passing by,They ignored me to avoid them being sacked.Luca sighs softly before patting my chest.
EPISODE ELEVENHAZELLuca blocked my ears till we got into the car. He doesn't want me to hear any of the conversations.Will Stefano be safe? What if the men are dangerous?One of his men is sitting in the driver seat,ready to take us home. I sighted a black pistol on his lap.My body stiffened.Luca notices immediately since he's holding me."Hide your fucking gun you bastard!"He cursed trying not to raise his voice at him.The guy quickly pushed the gun into the safe and shut it."Hazel,are you okay?"Stefano's Mom asked the moment I entered the car.I nodded, holding her hands immediately. "I'm fine."I stutter with fear clearly written all over my face."Are you not going with us?"I ask Luca after he closes the door."I will be right behind you. Don't worry.""Lu...""We will handle it. Princess."He coos."Mom,will Stefano be fine?"I ask during the ride.I couldn't help but be worried about him.What if he's hurt?"He will be fine,"She assures.STEFANO."Who's that bitch?Your new ch
EPISODE TWELVESTEFANO.I hissed painfully the moment the methylated ointment touched the wound.Mom mopped the surface well ,After stitching,She dressed the wound carefully.I waited for her to step down the bed but she didn't.Soon,I started hearing whimpering from no other person than her.Shit. This is why I don't want to kill Chad. She will be heartbroken."Mom."I called, holding my hands on my shoulders.She withdrew her hands slowly from mine and stepped down the bed."I'm sorry,Mom. I didn't want to,But Luca was too mad to listen to me. He tried to kill me,Mom.""I feel so sorry for putting you into such misery. I'm a bad mother."She cried."It isn't your fault,Mom.""You got hurt because of me,I should have let you do this before now. Amanda would have forgot about it.""I had to put you first. Amanda understood my decisions. I'm sorry it happened this way."I held her hands,comforting her."Amanda never understood. She cut us off for a whole year. I'm a bad mother.""You aren
EPISODE THIRTEEN"Is that the reasons why you're uncomfortable?"I ask harshly.She nodded slowly,clutching to her shirt."I feel pains. I...""Do you have the necessary kits?Or whatever you use to take the shit?""I don't. It was unexpected."She answered in a soft voice.Her cheeks were so red from embarrassment,She pressed her lips tighter before answering my questions."Why can't you order for them?You have the credit card. You should have ordered everything you want."I yelled angrily.Christ. I hate shouting at her. But she's always getting on my nerves. She's been avoiding me lately after I took her back to the house.She now spends all her time in the room doing only what God knows."Give me some minutes. I will be back soon."I say frustrated.HAZEL.I feel so guilty for stressing him. He rarely talks to me these days. He avoids me like I'm a plague.I decided to be myself ever since we came back from his mom's house.I shouldn't bother him again. I really don't know how my mense